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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
).0.jpg) hahas dearr today din kno tat game was my final's match .. lols so lame lo they nv say olso hahas den nvm olso .. cause i played like ####.. dunno wad i doing olso dun dare to do anything ahhas ... they give mi the ball like give mi bomb like tat .. i jus pass it away ... hmmms i realli did a bad job today =( lucky euu nv come see .. if not will disappoint euu ... hahas .. after tat we all go take prize and take photos .. today the final actually wont lose de hahas .. its due to my bad performance tats y .. so sad ... den after everything le feel so sians lo cause nth to do .. hahas... jus miss euu for the rest of the day .. miss euu sho baddly today hahas think i cant see euu tats y i cant perform well olso hahas ... my throat so pain .. so irritating and distracting .. i cant do anything well cause i jus cant focus .. esp when i swallow my saliva .. its like so pain lo .. den drink so much water le still like tat .. kaoz feel like cutting my throat and see wads inside there ... hmms ... with the pain in my throat and my heart .. realli so uncomfortable .. + today i keep yawn lols !!! so many times lo think im too exhausted hahas ... hahas .. dearr look at that pic ! euu are so chio and cute lo .. hehes ... every day when i miss euu i jus look at tat pic =( whenever i look at tat pic i feel so ... dunno how to say .. like jus xiang nian euu loads ... everytime i look at tat pic i feel so encourage and happy ... and see the smile from euu realli brighten my days hahas .. hmmmms .. but it seems tat i look at the pic everyday cause i miss euu badly everyday .. hoping when will the pic be real and euu realli is there for mi ... hahas .. okie le dearr ... xie dao zhe li er yi ... xia ci zai xie duo yi dian ... i love euu dearr ... love euu so much ~ loads ~ eternity miss euu olso -- never ending muacks !! -- hugs hugs dearr 15 heartz 12 forevers - eternity .jpg) hahas dearr just wann to tell euu i will treasure euu ((: muacks. hmms today cant go out again le ): but nvmm ba my heart is forever with euu .. stick to euu le even if we cant meet also nvmm (: hmms later think i goin to my motherr shop to help out .. cause my dad ask me whetherr i got go help out nort ma. hope later cann c euu .. miss euu so much lorr. wann die le. somemore at hm boredd till wann die le. hahas. dearr must play well. euu did play well yesterday lor althoughh uu nvr score muchh. hmms how wish i cann play like pionerr jc the no 12 ! so cool. aww .. hahas. just wann tell euu no matter wad happen i will forever be urs and forever be with eu. vow to be with euu forever (: muacks. sarangg heh yo dearr. love euu for life. shumann hearts wei min =) hahas dearr i now at my new house tats why can online ... hmmms yesterd realli so happy tat i can spend time with euu and den euu go down support mi i olso veri happy =) thx for the moral support .. i think if euu not there i will be veri nervous hahas .. thx dearr !!!!! muacks !! hmmms .. later i hav to go there again ... dunno whether can euu go down not ... hope euu can go down .. if not i will be veri nervous .. dunno whether can win not hahas .. veri stress .. but if euu cant go euu must support mi mentally olso k ? hahas i need your encouragement dearr .. jus like how euu need mi ... aww ... dear the pic so nice .. euu post de hehes .. love it so much =) muacks !! kekes ... our favourtie pics .. everyday once i miss euu i look at the pic .. euu are jus so chio ! hahas ... okie lo dearr .. i signing off le hahas ... muacks ! 15 heartz 12 weimin love shuman forevers - eternity =) sarang hae yo wo zhi dui ni shuo Monday, May 29, 2006
dearr nvr c you today. i cried again ): sorry hais i miss euu alot. really.anw how's ur exam. think euu will pass de la. confirm de. my dearr so cleverr. hahas (: hais i'm so boredd now. my brotherr wen camp le. all alone at hm my sister they all also nvr talk to me de. so bored i don't wan stay at hm ... realli dun wan hope tmrr cann go out. hais wann to see euu play matchh dun know cann nort. hais nvmm write till here. laogong wo hao xiang ni. Sunday, May 28, 2006
 aww. online also cant tok to euu. hais. hmms nvmm hahas our favourite pic ((: dearr i miss euu so much ): i will pray for ur exams de. muacks dearr. sarangg heh yo. 爱你一万年 laogongg wo ai ni =) hahas dearr ... miss euu so badly .. yeah now can use com hahas ... hmmms so long den come update once .. cause of my stupid brother dun wanna let mi use hahas ... neh neh de he like gal gal like tat ..hmmms ... yesterd my dearr played bball so nice lo ... so pro ! like guo shao like tat hahas ... she score quite alot olso not mi like mi nv score so lan hahas .. dearr like so chio lo when in the court hahas ... oh ya dear .. euu snorz so loud in my room and euu shake 3 times hahs think euu dreaming of dancing izzt ? lols !! hahas ... dearr dearr snorz !! zhu tou hahas ... hmmms tml exam le sians lols .. must pray for dearr k ? hahas .. dunno whether can pass not ... den after tat dunno whether can see euu not tml hahas .. miss euu so much ... dearr today cant see euu miss euu so much hahas .. hmmms ony can talk to euu on phone but nvm i still got the chio chio pic with mi hahas so dun worry hehes .. euu so chio in the pic hahas and so cute ! muacks dearr .. hmmms i haven see your friendster later i go see hahas ... i miss euu so much dearr hahas .. nv will i leave euu .. but hor always i get jealous veri easily cause i love euu too much le hahas ... dearr must study well during the holidays k ? i will peii euu study de hahas and olso teach euu de =) hehes ... den do well in final years wor dun wan retain den must study hard ... euu reap wad euu sow .. anyway dearr i end here le .. will write more next time k ? i miss euu so much muacks ! love euu to eternity .. simply love euu everyting take care wor dearr .. sarang heh yo laopo 15 heartz 12 forevers ! Saturday, May 27, 2006
yayy we won today. hahas so happy ((: euu lah. nvr call the refree to blow slowerr nort i can c euu longerr. hais i miss euu badly. cant bear to leave euu just now ): haishmms .. ytd get scoldedd by my sisterr. cried alot. but euu nort with me sigh. how wish euu were with me last evening .. ahhhh. just now euu play basketball so shuai lorr. cool mann .. althoughh euu nvr score any but euu simply look so cool .. and i'm in deep deep love withh euu hahas. euu rawks mann. my result so lann. so this holiday must peii me study le. ur o lvl also coming le must jia you okks ? rmbb 我会支持你的 ! and will support euu now and foreverr. coz euu are forever mine. ((: dearr i love euu so muchh. unconditionally and forever wor. so dun ever leave me. euu are mine for life le. muacks. i go le come online i update again if euu c this euu also must update wor. dear i miss euu alot )): sarangg heh yo dearr. woaini. 12 hearts 15 for life. Wednesday, May 24, 2006
sorry bout today. dun no wad happen to me. i cried all the way this afternoon le. aiya dun know wart happen la. my feeling for euu nvr fade. so dun think too much.i don't know how to tell euu wart am i thinking and feel now. i don't know how to express my feeling like eu do. sorry .. coz i used to put all my things in my heart .. don't wish to tell anybody else. coz i'm veri irritating .... i noe euu are sad. sorry for nort msgging euu .. tc hi dear ... sorry yesterd dunno y cannot post the thingy ... but anyway .. sorry ... As bout today's incident ... hmmms i dunno wad to say .. simply im rather feeling veri sad now ... cause the way euu treat mi ... but im not angry at all ... jus wanna ask euu a question ... how do euu feel after today's incident ? do euu like to behave like this ? wad if i treat euu the way how euu treat mi today ... need not answer it in a angry manner ... but simply list out how euu feel .. and euu will kno how i feel le ... =) wad i hope is tat ... we wont be like tat in future ... i hav a talk with Mrs Ang jus now .. she ask mi a question .. do i realli love euu alot ? or i jus playing your feeling ... the 1st reaction i do was i say i love euu alot .. i say im serious with euu .. and when i heard the second option she gave whether izzt im playing your feeling .. i was a bit unhappy ... cause i kno myself im not playing your feelings .. im serious with euu .. wonder wads your option ? today in schol ... euu may think tat im angry because i nv msg euu or wad .... but .. i tell euu how i feel in class ... the whole day i keep looking at the phone ... when a msg come .. i was so happy i tot it was euu .. but it wasnt .. throughout the whole day i jus waited for your msg .... i dunno wad msg to send euu as i tot euu was not happy with mi or dun wanna talk to mi .. cause in the morning i talk to euu you olso dun wanna talk to mi ... + after schol i talk to euu den euu olso give mi those reply ... den when i see euu smiling with other ppl ... the more i think euu dun like mi ... after training euu told mi euu wrote something on blog ... when i was in Mrs Ang car .. i kept let my imagination goes wild ... i hav a feeling tat euu writing something tat i dun wish to see ... cause i realli dun wan euu to leave mi .. not even a thought ... and y am i thinking this way ... cause the way euu treat mi makes mi keep asking myself alot of questions tat i cant answered ... i realli feel like crying ... cause the pain is like ... deep inside my heart .. my feeling now is like entering the police station ... those veri scared and veri weak feeling ... whenever euu type those msg ... dun care bout mi ... dun msg mi ba .. later den msg mi ... i feel sad and confuse ... cause i dunno realli wad to do ... and when euu nv talk to mi ... i feel sad ... i dunno whether do euu feel sad when euu nv talk to mi ... but i can simply turn into a bad mood when euu nv talk to mi ... dunno y ... cause euu are too important to mi ... i jus cant see euu not msging mi ... the feeling is like worst den any other things ... think i olso dunno wad to say now ... wad i can say is .. if euu like mi dun treat mi this way ... cause treating mi this way makes mi feel so sad ... is real sad ... i would rather dun play bball den spend time with euu ... i would rather dun enter bball team den to be with euu ... cause euu mean alot to mi dearr ... sarang heh yo dearr .. i jus simply love euu so much im lost-withoutyou so pls dun leave mi and dun dun bother mi your feeling for mi may fade .. i might not kno but im veri sure .. my feeling for euu wont fade .. and it last forever .. cause i shenweimin love euu hongshuman for eternity ... muacks hi dear ... sorry yesterd dunno y cannot post the thingy ... but anyway .. sorry ... As bout today's incident ... hmmms i dunno wad to say .. simply im rather feeling veri sad now ... cause the way euu treat mi ... but im not angry at all ... jus wanna ask euu a question ... how do euu feel after today's incident ? do euu like to behave like this ? wad if i treat euu the way how euu treat mi today ... need not answer it in a angry manner ... but simply list out how euu feel .. and euu will kno how i feel le ... =) wad i hope is tat ... we wont be like tat in future ... i hav a talk with Mrs Ang jus now .. she ask mi a question .. do i realli love euu alot ? or i jus playing your feeling ... the 1st reaction i do was i say i love euu alot .. i say im serious with euu .. and when i heard the second option she gave whether izzt im playing your feeling .. i was a bit unhappy ... cause i kno myself im not playing your feelings .. im serious with euu .. wonder wads your option ? today in schol ... euu may think tat im angry because i nv msg euu or wad .... but .. i tell euu how i feel in class ... the whole day i keep looking at the phone ... when a msg come .. i was so happy i tot it was euu .. but it wasnt .. throughout the whole day i jus waited for your msg .... i dunno wad msg to send euu as i tot euu was not happy with mi or dun wanna talk to mi .. cause in the morning i talk to euu you olso dun wanna talk to mi ... + after schol i talk to euu den euu olso give mi those reply ... den when i see euu smiling with other ppl ... the more i think euu dun like mi ... after training euu told mi euu wrote something on blog ... when i was in Mrs Ang car .. i kept let my imagination goes wild ... i hav a feeling tat euu writing something tat i dun wish to see ... cause i realli dun wan euu to leave mi .. not even a thought ... and y am i thinking this way ... cause the way euu treat mi makes mi keep asking myself alot of questions tat i cant answered ... i realli feel like crying ... cause the pain is like ... deep inside my heart .. my feeling now is like entering the police station ... those veri scared and veri weak feeling ... whenever euu type those msg ... dun care bout mi ... dun msg mi ba .. later den msg mi ... i feel sad and confuse ... cause i dunno realli wad to do ... and when euu nv talk to mi ... i feel sad ... i dunno whether do euu feel sad when euu nv talk to mi ... but i can simply turn into a bad mood when euu nv talk to mi ... dunno y ... cause euu are too important to mi ... i jus cant see euu not msging mi ... the feeling is like worst den any other things ... think i olso dunno wad to say now ... wad i can say is .. if euu like mi dun treat mi this way ... cause treating mi this way makes mi feel so sad ... is real sad ... i would rather dun play bball den spend time with euu ... i would rather dun enter bball team den to be with euu ... cause euu mean alot to mi dearr ... sarang heh yo dearr .. i jus simply love euu so much im lost-withoutyou so pls dun leave mi and dun dun bother mi your feeling for mi may fade .. i might not kno but im veri sure .. my feeling for euu wont fade .. and it last forever .. cause i shenweimin love euu hongshuman for eternity ... muacks hmms euu didn't write ahh. hmms dont have lehhs. hais today sorry. hmms heard jun xiangg taking the motor today le. kelly wantedd him to learn also i think. hmms if euu wann learn i wont stop euu de. hahas suddenly say this cause euu wen training ma then i at hm nothing to do then watch the mvpp. the duan cheng feng change his life cause of motorr ma. so hmms advice to euu is betta d0nt learn betta bahhs ~ but david and jun xiangg they all got learn euu nvr learnden like veri left out ma. so think bout it lorr .... its ur choice i respect it. hahas was sad or frustratedd today .. dont' know why maybe cause of exam marks cause report bk ma but i didn't get it today cause teacher nvr come. hahas and i tot euu like andrea le. maybe ba. don't know why i like tt also. anw sorry. euu like i also cannot do anything de (: hmms .. anw andrea also good ma. i anyhow think de la ~ orhhs thanks for ur uniform andd the rabbit. hmms why give me the rabbit like tat the boy and the girl rabbit seperate alr. hais~ hmms i hate today ~ sorry for everything. seriously i'm troublesome. i know .. junrongg lastt time also cannot ta han me le. sighh ~ happy trainingg. i'm bored. miss euu badly. take care .. Sunday, May 21, 2006
hahas. today played basketball with euu .. so nice euu so shuai. lols .. hmms i love euu so much !aww.. my tat thingy spolit le i so sad lorr. hais .. i wann it back ! even u give me another one .. the feeling is different de dont no why lehh. hahas. just wanna tell euu .. euu rawks my life =) and i'm loving euu more and more le. sarang heh yo dearr. euu are mine for life ! now and forever. dun ever leave me. dun leave me alone. dun bully me ! hahas. muacks. miss euu loads. Friday, May 19, 2006
 dearr this pic i make myself de. hope euu like it ((: just wann tell euu i love euu alot and i will never leave euu. never ! hahas today wen ur hse :) hmms tmrr got training. so boredd. wann join them in the match lehh. hahas. hmms. dearr i miss euu badly ): muacks. love uu forever :) sarangg heh yo. euu are mine for life =DD euu are my sunshine (: Thursday, May 18, 2006
hahas 老婆 yesterd was jus playing with euu de ma hahas din kno euu scared until like tat olso scared mi olso lols ... hmmmms i nv say euu look like auntie la joking with euu de dear hahas .. hope euu are not angry or sad bout it ... euu look young always =) euu are always my young dear dear hahas ...yesterd dear veri weird meh ? hahas ... i olso dunno y euu find mi weird ahas .. hmmms so happy hahas can online lols so long den can online 1 time ... next time euu must write more in blog k dear ? hahas i will olso write de hahas .... recently we got many bad dreams hor dear hope all this bad dreams are not a bad sign of us being together hahas ... cause i wan to be with euu forever i dun wan to be separated from euu ... hahas oh ya ... yesterd is the 1st time i see euu in outside clothes hahas .. so chio ! hahas ... euu are not auntie jus joking ony =) but euu look so pretty and cute hahas .. i love euu so much dear ... kekes ... euu are my princess !! hope to see euu in more often in outside clothes =) hahas hahas i miss euu so much dear .. i miss euu 32) hahas ... hmmms so sians everytime i cant talk to euu in verbal but type or in sms ... i wan to talk to euu in verbal i wan to c euu ! i need euu so much dear hahas ... hahas i signing off le dearr ... 沈伟民愛洪菽蔓 --- 一輩子 sarang heh yo dearr =) love euu to et3rnlty
dun be so sians sians de =) hope euu see le will be more happy hahas
go le wor dearr take care muacks ! hugs hugs
from : 老公 hahas 老婆 yesterd was jus playing with euu de ma hahas din kno euu scared until like tat olso scared mi olso lols ... hmmmms i nv say euu look like auntie la joking with euu de dear hahas .. hope euu are not angry or sad bout it ... euu look young always =) euu are always my young dear dear hahas ... yesterd dear veri weird meh ? hahas ... i olso dunno y euu find mi weird ahas .. hmmms so happy hahas can online lols so long den can online 1 time ... next time euu must write more in blog k dear ? hahas i will olso write de hahas .... recently we got many bad dreams hor dear hope all this bad dreams are not a bad sign of us being together hahas ... cause i wan to be with euu forever i dun wan to be separated from euu ... hahas oh ya ... yesterd is the 1st time i see euu in outside clothes hahas .. so chio ! hahas ... euu are not auntie jus joking ony =) but euu look so pretty and cute hahas .. i love euu so much dear ... kekes ... euu are my princess !! hope to see euu in more often in outside clothes =) hahas hahas i miss euu so much dear .. i miss euu 32) hahas ... hmmms so sians everytime i cant talk to euu in verbal but type or in sms ... i wan to talk to euu in verbal i wan to c euu ! i need euu so much dear hahas ... hahas i signing off le dearr ... 沈伟民愛洪菽蔓 --- 一輩子 sarang heh yo dearr =) love euu to et3rnlty
dun be so sians sians de =) hope euu see le will be more happy hahas
go le wor dearr take care muacks ! hugs hugs
from : 老公 Wednesday, May 17, 2006
hahas. today wen ur hse. the ghost movie so scary .. euu still scare me 3 times. hmpff. i so scaredd le. so badd. dun friend euu le. bleahhs. aww today also very saddd. euu sae i looked like auntie. i don't look like one ! and i don't wann be one ! hais ..hahas. then i today then noe euu like so many people before. i wonderr who will be the next one. hahas. jkjk. anw today euu very weirdd ! maybe in the sense of ur wearing bahh coz wen eu send me hm euu will wear normal ma not so nice de ma. hahas. i'm so boredd .. euu nort online. miss euu badly. my dad coming back le. wonderr wadd will happen hahas..yeahh tmrr i no schh ! ~ i den dont wann go to the ite course .. dont wann go ite.. hahas. hmms examms die le ): hais. nvmm i'm loving euu more and more eachh day. don't ever leave me (: i need euu more than anybody else. i love euu xD muacks. mine mine mine ! eternity (: Tuesday, May 16, 2006
arghh. hais hate today although its our 1 monthh. results come out all so ...die le la. this time .. think cant be with euu le. then my brotherr. wahhs realli irritates me alot. so fann ! i say wann give up basketball cause of my result ba. my result so badd alr. i so stupid le. still keep playing. hais. arghh. nvmm don't sae this le. today is a moody day cann le. don't no how to sae le. hais. nvmm .. anw thanks for the thingg that euu drawn for me. really touchedd. so nice. hais yupps. write till here ba. my feeling nvr fall lah. don't think too muchh. take care ): hate this day so much ! Sunday, May 14, 2006
hahas ... dearr i kno euu love this pic alot =) so i upload this picture in .. so tat whenever euu visit our blog euu see mi in here =) hahas ... euu kno y i so cute in this picture ? hmmms answer is because im thinking of euu hehes ... whenever i think of euu .. i will look cute because euu made mi to be so cute in my life =) thanks dearr .. euu are my everything .. without euu i will not look like the picture its euu tat gave my life so much colours =) thanks for the colours dearr .. i hope euu will brighten my life each day and each day ..... i love euu muacks ! our story will nv end :) hahas ... dearr =) 老公 is here to tell euu how much i love euu ... hehes ... dearr love euu loads loads loads loads loads 老公 Loves euu unconditionally 老公 Loves euu eternally 老公 Loves euu 一輩子 wonderring do euu love 老公 so much olso ? hahas ... even if euu dun ... 老公 will still love euu forever cause euu are mine =) euu already hav chop my signature muacks 老婆 hehes ... take care dearr i love euu always .... 老公愛你老婆一輩子 ！ hahas ya we have a blogg le. so happy .. we cann write our 心事 or anythingg (: so nice. hahas. tmrr got check upp. argh so siann. hahas.think our trainingg days is the same bahh if i'm nort wrongg. if really the same good le cann see euu play bball andd cann c euu more =) yupps holidays comingg le. i cann come out pei euu de so dun worry. kekes. i miss euu so muchh 28) so in love with euu ! hahas. muacks dearr. euu are mine ! mine ! hahas. nobody cann snatchh ! ahhh . i'm so self -fishh. but i don't care ! hahas stayingg at h0me so boredd. how wish i'm withh euu now .. dearr euu rawks. muacks. 洪菽蔓爱沈伟民一辈子 永远爱着你 euu are mine for life. d0nt ever leave me ! sarangg heh yo. 站在寂寞的舞台上 灯光下拖着自己的影子 音乐重复我们共同的忧伤 不是每一次的演唱就可以淡忘明天没有你 in my heart we'll never be apart 残留手上的香味提醒我 在数位相机里留下的承诺 每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说 Sarang heh yo means i love you 代表着我离不开你每分每秒每一个声音 只有你撒娇会让我微笑 Sarang Heh yo 只对你说 i will love you and forevermore 我答应 baby you will see 每一个我都属于你 oh baby i will love you because我都属于你 hahas hi dearr =) wow ... we got our blog wor ... hehes ... hmms next week cant see euu so much im so sad =( hahas but nvm i kno we are chain with prayers =) dearr rmb must pray k ? believe in God , believe in miracles ... still got 1 month holidy coming up soon ... dunno wad to do in the 1 month holiday hahas ... tink gonna miss euu til i die le ... haas ... rmb the word P.U.S.H dearr? hahas ... this is a veri good word .. rmb it in heart ... this word wil bring us through thick and thin de ... and i believe we can go through it tgt =) hahas .. cause we got prayers in heart and in mind ... 我愛你老婆，一輩子，決不能失去你 =） 沈偉民 15 sarang heh yo 洪菽蔓 12 |
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