JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
So how much do you know me?

If you don't like me, just go away.


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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

It's a very random post specially for someone important to me.
He's my Bestest friend, ever but for some reasons we aren't as close as before anymore.
I still remembered when we were in primary school, there's always people saying "I don't friend you anymore, don't talk to him/her" this kind of thing. Is this sentence familiar to you? Yes, I'm always the one being left out by people because I'm not as bright as them, I don't talk much, I'm in a different CCA, I'm not in the basketball team but track and field, I don't communicate well with them. He's not with them neither with me, but he's always there for me.

We were in the same class, he sat beside me, we always did our homework last minute, we played around in class, talked to each other when the teacher is teaching.
Oh ya not to forget I'm always the one helping him to pass his small paper note to his admirer behind us haha. After we graduated from there we still sms each other, went to school every weekend to play basketball when our brothers were having trainings. After that we still met up until last year. I'm sorry for hurting you. There's so much I want to tell you but when I tried talking to you few days back, you don't seems like you wanna talk. I felt so stirred after that day. I know by apologizing, things will still remain the same, I've no idea what to do next but just want to tell you, you still mean alot to me and take good care yourself.
Miss you

Thursday, March 25, 2010
Sometimes when I start reminiscing about the past, It made me feel like crying all over again.
Until now, I still remembered how much I'd gone through after it'd ended.
Well, maybe in the first place I shouldn't be thinking about it anymore :'(

I had a chain of nightmares last night, amazingly strange scenario whereby some people turned into zombies hunting for humans. Apparently in that dream I'm busy sleeping before it had all happened, I didn't turn into any zombies yet I was running away from it.
It seems so real.
I remembered you told me you always had such dream and I would always assured you that this will never happen :(

Oh ya I'm currently reading another book, 'At First Sight'. It is super interesting :)

Just came back from Marina square with Ben Tony Lynette,
Had Pasta for dinner :) & I'm craving for Pastamania - Spicy chicken now :(
Caught a movie 'Kidnapper'. I'll rate it 6/10 though I'd cried, Ha!

GoodNight People.

I miss your Smile

Monday, March 22, 2010
It's been some time since I last text you, well I guess you should know the reason
why. From the start I don't want this to happen but I knew somehow such things
would definitely happen. Well, it did. So what now?
I've no idea what to do next neither do I know how to start talking to
you like normal again. It hurts me when you didn't replied my last message I'd send to you because I'm waiting for it, looking at my phone every minute
but end up I received nothing. Yeah you didn't make a choice like what you said,
You'll always be my bestest friend, forever. But the same rule still apply here.
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Training at yewtee in the morning. Met bBEn, tony and lynette after tt. Headed to my house to swim :) At Night, had family dinner. Two of my sisters are going overseas to study next week :(
At Night, Alex Welly Yanlin Shihui came over :) It's 7am now and I'm going to bed.
Ps: Yanlin stop calling maomao, smelly potato! hahahhaha :)
GoodNight world.

Thursday, March 18, 2010
I'm not as strong as you think :(

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I'm stuck with some things, things aren't going the way it suppose to be, problem unsolved.
Cried alot which made my eyes so swollen. Got affected by lots of stuff, things changes, not the way it was anymore. I'm feeling so dejected & I hope everything will be alright,
at least soon. I'm fine now :)
Spend time with Alex, Welly and Shihui ytd, Nigel can't make it due to his work. Guess he'd miss all the fun, well we'll meet up very soon right? :)
Had sakae sushi with ben, tony and lynette just now, I thought I'm suppose to be on diet?
hahaha! okay just for today. I'll start my diet plan tml since I've friendly tml.
Okay, I'm going to bed.

GoodNight world, Goodnight bBEn.

Its not the lie that matter, but what you do after you tell it.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010




Nigel, thinking how to catch that for me :)


Outing with them :)
Seoul garden, Movie - Alice in the wonderland, Shopping :)
Enjoyed myself with them!

Thursday, March 04, 2010

Once again, went Funan to get my laptop fixed.
Meanwhile, while waiting for my laptop. Headed to Central Mall for lunch,
Waraku Japanese Restaurant :) All the pasta-s. hahaha delicious!
Had Friendly match again Raffles Jc just now :)
Oh ya, I bought an A4 size book as a diary for myself, suddenly felt so heartwarming after having that diary, writing my thoughts & venting my frustrations on it. Sometimes keeping things to yourself isn't a bad choice :)

Currently reading a book, 'The Ghost'. It isn't any scary story but a 'Ghost' that
changes someone life, a 'Ghost' that gives the author the courage to let go his past,
and the freedom to grasp a future that is right before his eyes. I'm at chapter 5 :)
I'll try to read finish by end of this week if someone don't disturb me *wink eyes* haha :P

Well, life had been pleasant for me since I have trainings and activities to occupy myself &
I'm happy with what I have now, I won't ask for more.
GoodNight World :)

Monday, March 01, 2010
Morning, had friendly game against Hwa chong JC
Headed to sembawang for balling after that.
Applied for BASIC THEORY OF DRIVING, LOL, basic
Tired, GoodNight People :)




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