JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
So how much do you know me?

If you don't like me, just go away.


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Thursday, July 29, 2010

I'll miss you.
That's what I wanna say before you're enlist.
Hope you like it ._.
Take good care of yourself !

bel ben

Wednesday, July 28, 2010


Stayed up yesterday night, made this grow in the dark bottle for you with our name on it.
Hope you really like it :) spend lots of effort in it.
I've got many things to tell you before your gonna be enlist.
._. I miss you.


I.WANT.YOU.

I want a boy who will move my hair away from my eyes and kiss me
Who will hold my hand in front of everyone
A boy who make fun of me just to make me laugh
A boy who will sing to me at random times
Someone who will kiss my forehead and tell me everything is gonna be alright
I want a boy who will talk to me on phone till I fall asleep
A boy who could make me laugh like nobody else can
I want a boy who phone me to tell me how much I mean to him
A boy who will stay home with me on a Friday nights just to help me make dinner & watch movies together under the same blanket
I want a boy who look me in the eye and tell me something sweet
A boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick.
I want a boy who dry my tears, give me a hug when I'm down
A boy who play my toys with me when I'm bored
Someone who cares more than me
Someone who make sure I feel comfortable with everything I do.
A boy who priorities me over everything else
A boy who make sure I'll get my fork before eating my noodle.
I want a boy who can give me numerous surprise.
Someone who will sit up seriously, hold my hands when we are having
our heart to heart talks
Someone who really appreciate what I'd done for him
I want a boy who is willingly to stay up with me even when he's tired
Someone who hug me at random times
A boy who loves me more than I love him
Most importantly, I want a boy who is my best friend, who will be always there for me
& love me like I always do.

which is you.
You won't know how much you mean to me.
I love you, always do.

1day.

Takecare
12:05pm

Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Re-read our blog just now, many things running through my mind.
Just made something for you, really hope you'll like it.
Its 2:30am now. I'm tired but I wanna miss you more.
the last thing I can do now.

2days.

Monday, July 26, 2010
Sick of school, tired of trainings, hate competitions.
No confidence in everything I do.
Am I still your priority?

3days.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Don't expect things to go your way :(

Thursday, July 22, 2010
Treatment my hair and changed hair parting
Not used to it but I like it :)

Blueblacks, muscle-ache, injured ankle hurts :(
Goodluck for training tml.

GoodNight.
11:30pm

Wednesday, July 21, 2010
In the past we used to fight over meaningless little things,
when reflected back I'll giggle over our pointless arguments.
In the past we used to enjoyed ourselves until our time is up,
& at the end of the day we can't bear to leave each other.
In the past when I'd got any problem, I'll share it with you,
& you would definitely try your every best to help me solve it.
In the past, so many little things had happened,
I never ever wanna forget every single moment we'd spend together.


Had made my move, at least I won't regret anymore.
I'll do what I say.
Thank you for everything
7days.


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Didn't sleep last night, had lots of things in mind
Thought about it thoroughly and maybe I should start planning &
taking in consideration for some stuff.
Thanks for telling me everything, at least I know what I really want now.

9:55am
._. I love you

Wednesday, July 14, 2010





HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANG! :D

Thursday, July 08, 2010

As usual, I miss you.
how about you?
21 days :(

GoodNight bBEn
11:34 pm

Monday, July 05, 2010









Weekends are boring, I spend most of my time at the library doing assignment.
Suddenly went to our blog, read our past posts.
For a moment it seems like I'm back to the past with you by my side.
Those photos and things you wrote on e blog, made my heart felt so ache.
When I reflected back once again, it made me tear.
I really wish things could go back to the past but it seems impossible now.
At least there's still a blog of ours exist, just one click it leads to our past ..
I seriously have no idea what you're thinking now, I don't even have
the guts to ask anymore.
I'd already prepared for the worst.

Maybe I should start packing and move my way out of
your heart though I really don't want to :(
I kept telling myself that you'll come back to me, but that's a pretty lie
I'd been using to console myself so that I won't feel so dejected each day.

Lesson was pretty fine today, having ut tml so I decided to skip training today.
& I realized I'm having one meal per day only, is it a good thing?
Time for bed.

I still love you most,
GoodNight bBEn
11:25pm

Friday, July 02, 2010
It's time to borrow another storybook :)
Had heart to heart talk with my dad just now.
He seems stress with his work, renovation at my house and wedding for my sisters.
Somehow feel so helpless because there's nothing I could do to help.
Well due to that, I can't put my braces this year. He said next year.
Needa save more money from now on, maybe till then I can pay for it myself :)
He talked to me things about life, about his past and that made me thought alot.
I'm so fortunate to have him as my dad, really.

Alright I'm busy with my school assignment and tests these few days.
Stress and confused over certain things.
Some kind of things its better to remain unspoken.
Some kind of things its better to remain the same
Some kind of things its better to sort things out before its too late.
So what's the situation now? Sigh.

There's so much I wanna blog about, there's so much I wanna say.
But there are certain things its better to keep it in my heart so that
at least I could remember it forever.

I love you;
How about you? ._.




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