JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
So how much do you know me?

If you don't like me, just go away.


Facebook
Tumblr
Twitter

PLEASE CLICK!
Thursday, March 31, 2011

Tumblr is super addictive.
GoodNight people.

Ps: Mark my words.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Little secret.

I never understood the reason for someone to move on from a relationship.
It's not like you're going to move on but it just that you are going to tell your heart to stop
thinking about the person every single day until it finally becomes a routine
and until you don't notice about it anymore.
That is,until you see the person again and have to remind yourself again.
The fact is you can erase someone from your mind,
but getting them out of your head is another story.
I keep all your texts you send to me cuz' I'm afraid that's all I'll have to remember you by.

On the side note, It's the fifth week of work for me and all in all everything had been pretty fruitful. Enjoy working there so much, everyone there is ultra nice and helpful!
Am I like dreaming?

Time for bed! && I can't wait for weekends!
GoodNight Folks! :D

Sunday, March 20, 2011
I'm still not accustomed to work yet though it will be the fourth week tml.
Besides sitting in the office doing work, I'd attended and run several events,
and I realized that it wasn't easy at all, great experience though.
Last week, I visited the dentist for 3 times!
Imagine all your favorite food placed in front of you but you can't
eat any of them, but porridge :(
Guess my diet plan start from here.
I'm reading "The Third Victim" by Lisa Gardner.
What a thrilling story, can't wait to finish up the entire storybook!

To a certain point in life, perhaps it is good to know when to let things glide.
It's pointless to be bothered by things that shouldn't be affecting you anymore
& it is better to be constantly reminded that you need to focus on what you have
rather than what you don't or something you'd lost, then you'll think that life
treats you better this way. That's at least what I'm striving for now.
It's time to reassess my priorities.

It's Sunday, yet I'm missing my weekends already :(
Time for bed, Goodnight people.

Throw away? How ironic is that? Understood!
Anyway, will have a proper post soon!
Goodnight People! :)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011
langlang~

It is so quixotic in this practical world where practicality trumps fantasy
to see that there are people who still believe in dreams.
Beside believing, dreaming is another way that could be taste by all.
Dreams allows one to distracted from the bleakness of the current situation to fantasis on
an alternate reality, where all is good and rosy, at least in the mind for a v brief moment.
The sad thing is that troubles cannot be dreamed away,
possibilities cannot be dreamed into reality :(
I dream about you, alot.

Life had been pretty mundane, everyday seems like a routine and I realized
it had been ages since I last played basketball!
Haven't been attending hornet's training regularly due to work,
guess I should start attending next week when work is much more stable for me.

Went out with langlang, watched Red Riding Hood, I shall rate it 6/10 :)
Had been enjoying my weekends more than before.

On a side note, besides attending several meeting per day,
working had been pretty fine for me. The workload was fine, supervisor was ultra nice
and I had been coping well though it had been just two weeks.
Strangely, sometimes I would imagine switching roles with some people in the office,
I would always wonder,
how would I face and solve the situation/problem surfaced in front of me,
how could I look for solutions? would I do a better job?
Weird I know, but at least my mind is processing!



Ps: I miss those times where you actually held my hand at random times
telling me how important am I to you.
I miss those times where you would always squeeze my blackheadddddddddddddd
though its v painnnnnn & how I actually complaint or react but then again you would
still continue and give me the cutest smile that I always want to see.
All the photos and songs still remind me of you.
Guess time will be the best healer and all the reminders will fade over time ..

v tired!~ Putting on my braces tml! :)
Time for bed, Goodnight people!
I'll be happier.

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Some people say that ...
You can't make the same mistake twice.
The second time you make it, it's no longer a mistake, but a choice.
If I could turn back time, I wouldn't make such a stupid mistake, I wouldn't.
But well, I'd learnt and realized things.
I shan't repeat the same mistake, change for the better, move on.
Anyway, I'm pretty happy with my life now, bet you're happy with yours too.
I'm over you, guess it's time to proceed to the next stage/level of my life.
At least, I'd gone through some part of your life, with you.
Wish you best. I'll remember all the memories I have w you, forever I swear :)
I'll definitely miss you.
This is really the last post for you ._.
Takecare b.

Monday, March 07, 2011
Life is too ironic.
It takes sadness to know what happiness is,
Noise to appreciate silence, and absence to value presence.

These conversations have been going on and on for so long and I'm so sick and tired of it.
Lack of communication, immature thoughts and actions are just adding into the problem.
I guess God makes me deal with all these shit so that I can grow up and out of these
mortal stupidity. At least I get the whole picture now.

Friends, I miss the five of us spending time together in secondary school.
Though things that I dread and never wanted to happen, happened,
It made me miss you'all even more, esp you, you should know who you are,
after all we'd spend so much time together in the past.

PS: Anyway I'm really really happy for you because at least you are
much happier than before :)

On the side note, working is hell for me.
sometimes it just make me wonder if my continuous pushing for improvements and
amendments is being negatively perceived. I thought in work or anything else we do
we should put in extra efforts to read through every contribution and making sure that we have a proud piece of work at the end of the day?
After all Working is much tougher than schooling, Persevere is the word.

Met up with Shihui Alex Nigel Welly yesterday for Breakfast and
Stayed over at Alex's, always enjoy my day with them around;
They will never fail to make me smile.

------------------------------------------------------


langlang~ I miss you badly! :(
Don't stress yourself at work, go to bed early so that you won't be late for work the next day!
and and and and and
Please don't skip your meals before I killllll you! hahahahaha you ttm :D

GoodNight Readers! :)




XiangRui-Brother♥
Alex-Daddy♥
Mclyne♥
PngShiHui♥
Kimberly♥
Valerie♥
Andrea♥
Desiree♥
Welly♥
Dawn
KuoFeng
Beryl
Bertrand♥
SzeLei♥
Roy
Nazrudin
Zenice
CheeYong
YanLin
ZhiHao♥
Irish♥
JieSheng♥
YingSui♥
Daphne♥
Anna♥
Syazwan♥
ShiYan
MingMin♥
Q
Hafizah
Sara
Drew
Jasmine


May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 November 2006 January 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 January 2013 February 2013 April 2013 May 2013 August 2013 September 2013 April 2014