JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
So how much do you know me?

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
happy birthday dearr !! 15 years old !! congratz ...

hmmms dearr .. so sry .. i kno euu love mi euu care for mi .. euu need my care and love olso .. but today realli de .. i was trying my whole best to do present for euu .. i din kno euu wil like tat olso ... seriously i not nv care for euu .. but i hav hard time thinking of wad to do for eu .. realli de .. im thinkin of wad to do to make a perfect present for uu.. esp my hand now like tat .. i hav difficulty in doing many things .. even the present i doing for euu now.. ppl may need 1 hr .. but i need 5 hrs like tat to finish it ..

i kno today wen euu say dearr nv care bout euu .. euu veri sad .. cause dearr keep do the present for euu .. den nv care bout eu .. so sorry .. dearr was so focusing cause tml is your birthday and birthday ony comes once a year .. i dun wish to lose a good chance of doing something nice to my dearr .. even if my hand pains .. i stil do ..i dun care .. all i wan is to make a nice present .. i stil care bout euu dearr .. jus tat today i hav to rush tat present .. so sry .. actually it shud hav been completed .. but due to some accidents tat causes mi to do it so slow .. im so sorry .. and hope euu appreciate it ..

dearr 15 years old birthday .. i hope i can celebrate with you your 16 , 17 ,18 and even more birthdays with euu .. and lets not always quarrel over little things .. sry .. sometimes i realli get jealous easily .. cause i realli love euu alot .. i dun like to see guys too near my dearr .. maybe im selfish .. i dunno whether izzt good or bad for euu .. and sometimes im afraid tat euu might leave mi .. so i always so scared .. sry ... i wont msg other gals olso de .. even if eu ask mi to .. cause i jus dun like . dunno y olso ... and i hope euu can olso understand mi .. but not always sae those anger words and made mi feel so discouraged .. ya?

we need to work hard towards our future .. looking forward and helping each other up .. sometimes i cant realli support our relationship .. realli .. sometimes i can joke with euu make euu laugh and all this .. when we quarrel tat time.. all my tis joking faces all gone .. dunno y olso .. it seems like i turn into another person whu has a quiet character like tat ... so dearr im a veri strong guy .. i need you to hold tis relationship olso .. understanding each of us and giving in ways when necessary .. cause with mi alone holding all this sometimes i reali wil hav bad mood .. and when i get fed up i cant do anything olso .. im afraid tat my temper wil over take mi again .. den i wil start venting anger around .. ya ..

tats all i wanna sae ... sheng ri kuai le laopo .. wo ai ni .. xi wang wo men neng gou zai yi qi dao wo men zhang da hou .. ruan hou jie hun sheng hai zi .. amen !

muacks i love euu dearr ...

hope tml we wil enjoy ourselves ..

xiaoming <3>

weiming hearts shuman ~ 3 t e r n i t y

no.15 love no.12 ~ forever

wei yi ai de jiu shi ni ~ wo de laopao ... --- hong shuman muacks !!!!


Sunday, August 13, 2006
hais sorry bout ytd .. i dunno wad happen to me too hais i realli realli hope time can go back .. dear i really really dunn wan la ): why eu hit the tree !!!! why why why why .. anywhere i go i just keep thinking why must i throw tatrum tt time why why !
hate myself more and more each day already. feel like dying coz there's nth i can do to help eu ): i wan to help eu but i dunno how to !
hais. wad shld i do la. eu wont noe how i feel de. i'm really sorry really sorry ..
other than tt i seriously dunno wad to sae le.

i noe eu veri pain de is eu dun wan sae onli .. i noe de ): eu dun wan let me worry so eu sae nort pain .. but i noe the pain is still there de .. hey break leh .. nort pain eu nort human le so stop acting strong and sae nort pain cause it isn't true !
so stop acting ! ):

i cry super loads. dear this mean eu are very very important to me really veri important. i keep saying break cox other than tt i dunno wad to sae le. i wont sae it alr. sorry for hurting eu making eu feel sad and scare. sorry .. next time dun like tt go hit things or wad le coz i will be scare and dunno wad to do also. i try to change my attitude .. sorry .
dun sae eu are happy or wad coz i noe eu are nort ! i noe de ):
hais dear
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eui love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu i love eu realli love eu loads.

dun ever leave me i love eu loads.
i love eu i love eu and i only love eu !!!!!!!!!!! really
cant live without eu.
i need eu.
coz eu seriously brighten up my life (:
takecare ur hand.
i'll pray for eu ):
洪菽蔓爱沈伟民
mwarks dear
really veri sorrii ):

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

From : dapaoming

To : xlaoman dearrdearr

hahas dearr hao jiu mei xie blog le hor .. wo zhe zi xie blog de mu di shi xiang gao shu xlaoman shuo wo hen ai he xi yuan ta wor hahas ..


hahas dearr this pic is myh favourite pic .. so nice ! hahas .. how i wish tat day when we were at sentosa wil be a nv ending day .. can at there spend time swimming , riding , playing ... euu realli give mi many sweet memories dearr hahas .. thanks for adding colours in my life .. thanks for everything dearr i love euu muacks =)

today cant go out with euu .. cant c euu .. awww i miss euu so much ... hahas but nvmm dearr its okie .. i hav a veri veri strong belief tat next year euu can peii mi go watch .. and whenever i hav a strong belief .. it wil come true =) hahas .. tat means next year its compulsory .. you hav to jus peii 1 person to watch fire work .. and tats mi :) hahas .. deal ?

i love euu so much dearr ..

sarang hae yo laopo ~ 3 t e r n l t y

muacks !

dapaoming <3>


HARLO dearr.
longg time nvr updat blog le. aww today cant go out with eu watch fire works. sorry dearr. hope next time can watch with eu. dearr today cant go out .. cannot c eu ): so sadd. i miss euu super loads dearr.
hahas yupps tt time 30/07 we wen sentosa. so nice. we swim tgt too. hahas. hope can go tgt again .......
phew lucky cai lao shi nvr tell my dad. i wonder will he tell nort. ... mayeb dun think so much is the best.
hahs ytd eu cook for me to eat again !
dearr eu cook till so delicious. i love it!
mwarks. thanks dearr .
we almost spend everyday tgt.
dearr i treasure our time tgt (:
& dun wann spend a moment apart ! hhaas
i write tell here dear.
takecare urself
must eat wor
and just wann tell eu :'( i miss eu super loads.

xiaoman hearts dapaoming (:

Tuesday, August 01, 2006
hahas dearr ... we so long nv update blog le .. den i always come blog hor .. always see the same things de .. write something leh k? hahas .. woaini dearr dearr .. tat dae we go sentosa i so happy lo hahas .. although din do much things but i jus feel tat im so xing fu dearr hahas .. if time can roll back how i wish tat tat dae was a nv ending dae .. and i can lie down at the beach watch the sky with euu and talk with euu ... when can we go again ner ?

dearr our days together realli give mi lots of nice memories .. hahas .. i love euu i love you i love u more and more ... you jus simply give mi all the happiness i wanted ... and thanks for being such a wonderful dearr dear for mi =)

okie write til here le .. you must write olso k? hahas .. muacks ..

dapaoming <3 xlaomAn -- 3 t e r n I t y

shenweimin heartz Angshuman -- for L i f e

hamster love xlaobaitu -- yishengyishi

laogonng Ai laopo -- yibeizi

15 muacks 12 -- f o r e v e r

S a r a n g H a e Y o

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