JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
So how much do you know me?

If you don't like me, just go away.


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Saturday, June 30, 2007
Sunday,
Stay at hm, gt tuition.
actually e youth team girls organised a gathering at sentosa, but its cancelled as many ppl cannot go ..
So stayed at hm, he went sch to study .. wanted to meet him but always meet ols nt good ba .
miss him



Monday,
First day of sch, went to sch without tie-ing my hair, got caught by e principle and vice-principle,
say what my uniform no name tag ? zzz
Actually she wan send me hm but cus first day of sch so she give me one chance phew*
Well, mondays was always e ''boring'' day. New time table came out, was like wed e sch ends at 2.15 no more 1.05 except for mondays and fridays, now sec 4 and 5 students wed dismiss later than e lower sec, was like not fair ): then all e period now was like 2 periods or 3 periods no more 1 period le, everyday get to see e same teacher ...
Heng my physic teacher changed to miss lee not goh soon hua.
Came back hm after tt.
Boring Day.



Tuesday,
Second day of sch, this day made me feel great and e energentic to woke up from my bed in e morning as afternoon i can meet my dear le.
Tuesdays were boring, 3 periods of maths somemore in e starting of e early morning, more what lah. hah think everybody were sleeping except me this guai kia, eh testing .
After sch met my dear, he came to sch bus stop and fetch me, we went to tiong's kfc to eat.
bantito! :D so nice ..
Spend e day at his hse, time flies when i'm with him :(
After tt headed hm ..



Wednesday,

Third day of sch was quite relax, as there's no 3 periods lesson
Last two periods is chinese, so i run out lo, when goin tk bus hm tt time saw peijun cus she end sch alr then she ask me where i go i sae go hm lo then she said want come my hse study, lol end up we went swimming, sun tanning hah. came up took some photos










acting cute ? lols


Thurday

Thurday was okay ols gt P.E, so nt too bad at least of some free periods ols. After sch, Randi, Alex, Jun, Valerie came my hse. We bring our books down to e swimmin pool area and study as peijun wan some sun tanning, so me and her after studying went swimming (: Unfortunalty, no sun :D lol peijun was like so angry, her reaction made our day felt so happy. After tt alex jump down w swimming pool without wearing any costume. LOL. jus PE shirt . Actually randi wanted too but too bad lah she come tt one, Val e guai kia jus sit down there . lols .. Then they headed hm ...

Friday

Today, assembly finish early today. About 12.45 like tt, then i straight away went to e bus stop to tk bus hm see i'm guai ols . Went hm slp bout 2 like tt wake up and prepare my tuition at 2.30. After tuition use awhile com then went back to slp again, dunno why so tired ols .. Woke up watch tv then online le . hah! sunday sentosa! :DD

Quarrelled with him this few days, didn't felt good either, in sch was like a mute didn't talk much , after sch went hm all tt, no life sometimes. He got sch, cant everyday pei me but we kept quarrel, sorry bout everything hope the hole can be a perfectly seal & I Miss You Badly this few days.

I LOVE YOU;


hmms this few days so many things happen .. makes mi feel so down .. feel so weak ols dunno y .. maybe cause ols a bit sick .. dun hav strength like tat .. today in schol .. i got highest in my class for work shop .. my behaviour and everything get the highest including marks .. den i was rewarded with a $10 vouncher .. so happy .. although its jus $10 .. but i actually can get the highest in class .. i tot im always the lousiest in class .. den my frens al keep suan mi .. sae wau .. haolian liao lo $10 .. highest leh ppl . like tat hah ..

after lessons went to top up the card den headed home .. haven eat .. no appetite .. den feel so warm and weak .. my legs keep trembling .. like no strength like tat .. dunno y ols .. hmms tml wil feel better ..

this few days i haven been talking and seeing much my dearr .. cause when we talk quarrel alr .. so sad .. i dun wan to hav such life .. i wan those days where we love smile play . hold hand hug kiss tgt .. even sometimes im with her .. nv talk much .. i ols feel so happy .. cause shes with mi .. this few days nv see her .. miss her alot .. but so scared when we quarrel ..

hmms dunno wad to do ols .. but wad can i sae is .. when 2 person is in the boat .. there's one hole in the boat .. if nv do anything to the hole .. naturally the boat wil sinks .. if you jus do a simple job on the hole .. a few days later the hole wil be back .. but if you make a good seal .. the boat wil continue to go on .. im not going to sit there and do nth .. i wil try my best to seal it .. but not jus sae dunno .. cause i guess in situations like this .. a person ask you whether do you wan to seal the hole .. if your answer is dunno .. another party wil be discouraged either . cause it concerns both party .. you cant make a perfect seal with jus 1 pair of hand .. you need 2 .. im willing to do it how bout u ?

i kno you love mi . but sometimes like wad i said .. its not a veri nice way to ask mi whether how much i love u tat day . cause it seems doubt ? and we cant compare things like majority of the time you sae i miss you to mi .. den how bout majority of the time you made mi feel sad .. can i sae is this wad you mean you love mi ? i can sae it .. but i nv .. cause its not a nice way .. hwo bout always im the one hugging and kissing you 1st ? when quarrel im the one always consoling u ? all this did i do the majority ? but i nv sae .. cause i love the way of being like tat .. im willing to be like tat .. since im willing so y do i complain bout who do all this ? sometimes i sae cause i ols hope you can like tat .. cause i nv try the feeling b4 .. so i hope i tell u alr you wil ols try ..

hms hope the hole can be a perfect seal .. love u

Sunday, June 24, 2007
scary .
bus stop :D
=P
wee. hearts
so dark (:
mwarks mwarks

(:



shuman ; weimin's brother gf :D


Had lots of fun xD
Morning, about 6 something went west coast park with my dad to jog.
Bathe le then went slp again, forget bout e time, shit .. 9:27 dear called me wake
up, hrmms den took cab to his hse to meet him and his brother, reached there
wah they still preparing was like so slow guys somemore hah :DD
headed to Ang Mo Kio there to sing kbox. we meet weimin's brother gf there
then sing lor, wah his brother sing canto song dam nice, of course dear's singing is e best :D
After tt we went playing pool, outside e sign wrote 16 and below are nt allow to play,
I was like zzz. But I'm sixteen this year ): cant play but can enter, heng
watch dear and his brother play lo then chat with his brother gf :DD
she so nice .. hah hw wish I can haf a sister like her .
After tt went Ang Mo Kio shopping centre to shop .
Den headed to town as they meeting they friend over there, we went there eat then buy
e nike water bottle then went to dear's hse slp
After tt he send me hm, so nice of him :DD love him so much
But when I reached hm bathe le chat with him in msn something unhappy happened,
quarrel again .. I alr explain to eu alr wad why can eu jus understand ols ?
Sorry anw
had a wonderful day today
hope everyday can be like tt.
Sch reopening soon ..
boreddd ~
miss you :(
I LOVE YOU;














Friday
Sunny :DD


Morning, went school training till 11 something, aww szelei sprain her ankle while we're playing match .
Hrmms after tt went to meet dear, he took 33 from queenstown to newtown so i abroad then went to eat prata. Yah calculation problem lols 真负了你,shit ols can count .. so funny lah.
Headed home after tt as I had tuition jus nw, then my mom called ask me and my brother to go to e shop to help out as she want to go out .. hah my brother and I took e lorry there was like damm cool, we sat behind .. hah xD my brother was so afraid tt he would fly down e lorry ..



hah nth much ba, then reach shop pei my god mother and father eat .. they so poor thing .. so old le .. but at least they haf a partner to go with . so nt too bad ba .
Then my brother went hm after cutting his hair, think he want to play com la then came hm first ..
In e shop my second sister saw me studying my notes then ask me wad i study lor ..
hah she told me lots of crap . but think its important ba, she ask me must study hard .. tk a diploma next time better to find job and whatever ..
Ya very important .. hrmms ....
Anw i said all this cus eu ytd like dunwan meet me like tt . Sorry. Really love you ols .

Ya hope to haf fun tml :/ Sorry ...



photos :D
In e lorry :/


Brother :D he so excitedd .

I LOVE YOU;


Saturday, June 23, 2007





updated photos for 3on3 :
hah
we win the teen games 3on3 plate champion !! we are the champion of 2007 ! hahahahha yes ! hmms .. we are aiming for next year cup .. hope can win .. wil train hard to acheive .. i was the MOM (man of the match) lols .. cause score alot of points .. ah boi was great ols .. nice memories with them .. 1st time play 3on3 win .. so nice =D
ytd went to henderson court there to play bball with zhen kai they all .. ppl from henderson sec . hmms den play finish le .. went home with my neighbour .. reach home early .. den bathe nv eat dinner .. cause quite full ols .. den at night dunno y cannot acces to internet . tats y nv blog at the end ..
today morning wake up .. went down to find my dearr .. den peii her go eat prata .. $12.60 at 1st .. lucky when i was shitting i got calculate lols ! den i ask her to print out the recepit .. den chekc .. indeed got error .. she charge us more 1 more tissure prata .. luckily hah .. after tat send my dearr dearr home .. den she went for tuition .. went home den rest til now ..
tml we going k box .. at ang mo kio .. tat was wow far lols .. hmms if im not wrong meeting 10 over there .. wonder wil we be on time .. hope can spend a wonderful time tml there hah .. dunno whether she going for traiing after tat ..
this few days .. hmms so sry . i kno realli veri bored .. come my hse do nth .. so sorry .. not the 1st time you said .. you said alot of times . stil sigh bored .. so sorry to make yr life so boring .. but i alr tried my best sry ..
love you alot .. i love you alot alot alot alot ! muacks

Friday, June 22, 2007
Wednesday .
Sunny :D

Morning went his house then went down eat le .
Came up awhile then went for match at aljunied, admiratly vs teck ghee
hrmms we won 48 : 34 dunno got play well nt ols . After tt straight away go hm tuition le ..
Was like so rush . Then he went gym with his friends and brother .
Quite boring ..

Thurday
Sunny xD

Hrmms today ols went his hse , morning dun feel like wake up dunno why, slack then took cab to his hse cus dunwan to tk bus alone , very sians reach his hse then went slp again, after then he teach me maths then he went down sheng song to buy food and came up to cook for me :D was like so sweet then i stay at home study till he came back .. aft tt we eat, got mushroom, hot dog,
fishballs. was nice afterall .. then we went back slp again cus nth to do . sigh bored~
About 4.50 like tt i woke up, then see e basin full of dirty bowls then wash lor .. then woke him upp after tt headed home ..

Tml morning going training, after tt 2 something got tuition ... sians
wanted to meet him but he didnt sae he wan either ..
maybe sick and tired of meeting me ols ba .


forget it ..
e photos :DD


shuai ge xD




delicious :DDin e lift

I LOVE YOU;


Wednesday, June 20, 2007
hah today my dearr slp till quitee late .. 1st time .. think she veri tired .. den after tat .. she come my hse .. rest awhile den i peii her go reborn hair .. reach the place there den she reborn .. cost 138 dollars hah so much .. hmms think she veri happy after reborning .. happy ma ? ha .. lols ! she finally can reborn hair le ..

but i went off early cause my fren birthday so i went to bugis to eat .. spicy steamboat .. reach there at bout 6 den bout 7 like tat start eating .. eat til 9+ like tat den took bus home .. den go their house play some games and talk talk and crap .. after tat went home le ..

sry dearr dearr let u wait so long hah .. dun wry .. tml you wil sure play well de =D muacks cause my dearr is always veri good .. hmms .. morning meet tgt den go eat breakfast ...

oh ya forget i bought a pair of normal white shoes which cost 19.95 hah quite cheap .. nice ? dunno .. hah jus buy cause quite cheap ..

love you so much dearr dearr =D i love you
realli alot muacks ..

Tuesday,
Sunny :DD
Morning went to dear's hse, sleep in e aircon room again so shuang .
After tt pei dear go commonwealth there buy shoe then when holland for reborning, it cost $138
quite expensive le as my budget was $120 .. nah nvm hah first time reborn, e feeling was like excited cus was wondering how i look like after e reborn hah :X
dear pei me awhile then go le, he went out with his friends for dinner .. I was like so alone ..
hrmms, after reborning went to holland .v to find peijun as she is working there . Chat awhile then my mom came to fetch me home . Thank goodness she said my hair suit me .. phew ..
hrmms nth much today . so fast tml wed le then thurday friday so on .. after tt sch goin to reopen le .. sians zzz
One month holiday was like so fast .....
Quite boring ols, heng gt dear pei me :DD

YAWNS waiting for you msg ..
where are you :(

I LOVE YOU;

Tuesday, June 19, 2007


I wanna spend my whole life with you :DD


(:
acting cute .

shenweimin (:

bleahs

sleeping beauty

why you dunwan look at e cam ? lols



Morning, 9.30 am to 11.00am got tuition . after tt find my dear .
everyday e routine is like e same quite boring dear we find something
to make our day more enjoyable okay ?
hrmms went his hse slp, so nice e aircon was like dam nice :D
we still till like 1 something then went downstairs to eat our lunch
I ate horfun, dear eat rice . Quite nice .. after that went up he do some hse work
I got help abit of mopping e floor then we went down to play bball :DD
he teach me some post-up tatics . he so pro (:
after tt go up bathe, then something so shocking happen. so scarey right dear?
hah. then headed hm ..



hrmms dear this rabbit gt e same position of scar in ur face, look like you
and this rabbit you bought for me as my birthday present wen i'm nt with you i hug it :DD
like you like tt :) so nice . hah
okay i blog till here, dear slp early (:
nights, cold night rmb cover blanket wor
nights, wan an
I LOVE YOU;






hah today she come my hse .. actually plan to go bugis street walk walk .. end up nv .. change of plan .. went to play bball instead .. hmms .. think bugis street change it to tml hah .. den today we eat den do house work tgt .. hmms after tat went down to play bball . teach her some centre moves coach her abit of bball .. den went home le ..
lols at home so funny .. something happen lols ! wad thing ? secret no ones kno .. hah .. shit la .. but nvmm .. hha shit man ! xuete .. after tat send her home .. everyday ols same routine .. she sae .. think she's finding it veri boring le .. so sry .. tml dearr dearr pei u go bugis street walk walk .. den maybe next day dearr dearr peii you go watch movie k ? find something to do during this last week of holiday ..
muacks love you dearr dear =D love you so much .. we got take photos too .. updating my bball photos soon .. =D hees ..
wo ai ni laopo

Monday, June 18, 2007
hah ytd nv blog cause i went to kim seng CC to play bball .. den reach home alr veri tired cause today hav to wake up veri early .. so i went to slp ..

hah den today so early wake up le .. 7.35 am my dearr wake mi up .. so tired .. den i wash up after tat went to take train den meet my dearr dearr .. after tat watch her play bball .. she played quite well today .. maybe is cause we nv quarrel .. so theres no pressure on her .. den she play quite well ..

morning we stil got eat breakfast .. eat mac ! she treat mi .. feel so bad .. hmms .. reach my hse le .. i got cook for her ols hah .. cook maggie mee with 2 hot dog 2 crab meat and 5 mushrooms hah ..take a rest after tat .., den she hav to go home peii her dad .. den she hav to take cab home .. waste her money .. cause she kno i veri tired .. den let mi rest at home .. so understanding .. muacks

tml maybe going to east coast to ride bic with her hah .. cause quite long nv go there ols le .. muacks ! well see how dearr .. love you so much hah hugs hugs ..

Sunday,
Raining.
Father's Day.
Morning got competition Admiralty vs Bedok North won ((: 74 - 29 ..
I score 12 points ! (: finally i think my performance was better than last few matches ..
dear said today I played well (: so happy .
hrmms, after tt headed to his hse bathe then cook noodle and eat . anw dear its delicious :DD
went slp after eating then headed home ...
bout 4 something went cut hair, dont think its nice ols ): but dear says i'm pretty (: wonder is it true )):
went to eat with my family, erjie and mom was nt in singapore so onli we 6 person went eating.
then dear eating with his brother and e jiejie. Sorry dear cannot pei you at night, hope next time can ba . hah looking at you, you eating now ..
Hah I always say you fat is kidding de lah x) you fat cuter. serious (:
so tml goin where ner .. still thinking ...

boredd

I LOVE YOU;

Sunday, June 17, 2007

abit madness ytd night . hah cute ?

Saturday.
raining.
Hrmms morning took bus to find min, then went there slp till 1 something .
After that eat at his hse downstair then headed home . nth much ols . miss him badly; anw

Happy 1 year 2 months darling ! (:
hope can celebrate every month with you dear .
ytd i made eu so angry, very sorry .


I LOVE YOU;


Saturday, June 16, 2007
today morning went to buy breakfast for feifei.
then something bad happen . dear really very sorry . wont haf second time le . trust me again can ? anything i will tel eu . really very sorry . i know i hurt eu deeply .
then after tt we took cab to BAS as gt match today . didn't play well today ): hurt my elbow so painful :( sighs I'm becoming more and more weak, more and more lan in bbal le ): I still cant overcome e fear ): last time i'm nt like tt . What happen to me?! ):

hah tml 16 le (:
1 year 2 months .
sigh jus now actually break de ):
i dunwan tts why i came back to eu .
sorry dear .
mwarks
happy tml ?
160406 forever .
3 more mins tml le :D

ytd went for my bball basketball tournament .. won champion for the plate .. team members are ah boy guo long zi xian kah feng .. team leader .. weimin .. hah den we took photos .. wil update soon when i get them ..

hmms today .. my dearr morning come buy food for mi to eat .. so touched .. but after tat somehting bad happen .. which makes mi feed so sad .. but nvmm .. after awhile of talking .. we managed to settle down .. hmms hope this kind of things wont happen next time ..

after tat went to watch her play bball .. den after tat she went home with mi .. peii mi til 8 oclock like tat .. den i cook for her to eat .. hmms this is the 3rd time she stay at my hse over 7 o clock .. at night so nice .. hope next time she can stay over night at my hse ..

slp early lo dearr dear .. tml morning come find mi .. tml is 16 .. hmms 16 is wad date ? hah .. muacks love you ..

happy 1 year 2 months

Friday, June 15, 2007
Today morning, went training from 8.30 to 10 something .. 7 something wake up le .. yawns very tired . Didn't talk to him ols, everytime quarrel sians .
Tml having competition . 1.30 pm vs T-net kallang . Think will win ba .
):
sighs
i hate this life .

Thursday, June 14, 2007
Tuesday

Morning from 9.30 to 11.00 got tuition aft tt went sentosa nth much ols suntanning , in e end sunburnt :( ouch ! after sentosa went fo training was like so tiring . yawns hah ! pain :(

Wednesday

Today, Morning tuition again . Aft tt went find him nth much ols then went meet my Primary school friend JIAWEN! yixuan, hweeleng, ignatius, bertrand .. I think primary sch friends are more nice than my friends now ..didn't play much ols shoot ball then go e play ground there talk . was nice cus long time nvr c them alr. after tt then went for tuition .
i love them :DD

everything changes ....
proberly new life soon ..
sighs

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Morning, woke up then took bus to find him. Finally, we're okay le .. Thought will still quarrel. Sorry anw. Then use com awhile then go room slp, hah got aircon so shuang :DD
After tt, woke up he went to cook i use com :))
Hrmms then went to e shop we went few days ago to buy e shirt hah so nice ..
next time got money go there shop again .
Den went hm, he playin bball ..
Quite a boring day. dunno why ols ..
Tml morning gt tuition 9.30 - 11.00 am
then afternoon go training.
boring .
I LOVE YOU dear ;

Sunday, June 10, 2007
e pic so nice :DD
Morning, 8 wake up le yawns cus gt tuition. e tuition teacher was nice, although i was quite afraid of him at first i still get along quite well with him. Hope i can pass my maths ba.
After e tuition, msg my dear but he nvr wake up so slack awhile then took bus went to find him,
jus nice i reachin his hse he woke up (: we went to rm slp till 2 something .. but stil tired hah.
Hrmms went down to eat hah dear feifei le . went up to do my maths while he clean and tidy e hse . hah ya e hse was so nice and clean aft tt dear ! & of course tks for teaching me how to do some maths sum (: went hm after tt :DD
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Tml's match vs T-net bukit merah, think will win ba.
hah! you coming right ? yeah. then after tt we go buy e shirt, cant wait to buy so nice lah kekes.

Hrmms jus now read last time i send eu all those nights msg , yah maybe there's some differences but my love for you still e same ..
Really .
& 我比以前更爱你了;

feifei :DD





Saturday, June 09, 2007
hah .. today woke up quite late .. at bout 11.30 like tat .. den timing jus nice when i wake up she going to reach my house le .. haven brush my teeth .. continue to lie at the sofa and slack .. wait til she reach alr den go wash up ..

after tat inside the room slp tgt til at bout 2pm like tat .. den she sae she hungry den we go downstairs eat hah .. hmms .. come back home she study den i go do house work .. vacumn and mop the floor til veri nice .. hah .. so clean .. hmms after tat teach her a bit of maths ..

tml she got match .. hmms .. rmb dun give yourself too much pressure .. jus relax yourself and play as per normal .. after tat we can go buy the shirt if you wan .. den after tat can go my house try ma hah ..

tml morning wake mi up lo dearr .. den after tat meet you at outram hah .. love you so much .. muacks .. dear always sae i change .. did i ? hmms dunno .. but my love for you is ols realli the same ..

dunno y you so sians sians ols after i come back from eating .. see alr i ols veri sians .. slp early lo dearr dearr muacks .., love you hugs hugs ..

Today went for school training, after tt then when competition again
we won again, 91- 30 something i think, didn't play well today :( think cus veri tired zz
Tomorrow, start of e day, tuition :( from 9 to 10.30 after tt think go find my dear dear :)
Hrmms, jus now eu went to play bball, hurt ur elbow, must takecare okay ? be more xiaoxin in future dear (:
After my competition jus now we went to eat, then took bus to central mall near bugis walk walk, so nice .. hah then saw one shirt very nice but too bad tt time no money, must save money and buy le .. hah x) after tt pei him go cut hair, say seriously your new hair cut was nice dear! (:
hah then went hm after tt (: dear although jus simple walk walk and outings .. but i really enjoyed myself when i'm with you and i always enjoy :)


I LOVE YOU ;

Friday, June 08, 2007
ytd nv blog .. due to tiredness after study .. so i went to slp .. so today will continue my blog ..

yeah finally end my last paper today .. Engineering Mechanics .. quite dific .. study so hard for tat subject dunno whether can pass not .. today test i dun think i did well either .. hope can pass ba .. cannot fail tat module .. den holiday next week le .. holiday can spend more time with my dearr dear . den next week 3on3 start alr .. veri fast .. hope we can do well in it ols ..

after tat went home with my dear dearr .. den spend a few hours resting at the air con room .. she always make mi during slp den i make some noise .. which i dunno lols .. think im a heavy sleeper .. always when she make mi i ols dun hav much feeling .. after tat wake up .. went down to eat prawn mee .. den send her back home after tat .. den she went for tuition ..

went to play bball after tat .. saw some of my primary school frens . and play with them .. play quite well .. quite satisfied with my performance jus now .. got team work .. got set play .. after tat went to eat with my neighbour and frens and went home to bathe ..


shua gua .. dear dearr of course i love you . sometimes dearr dearr may not show it out to you or wad .. but dearr dearr love you de ma .. you hav to trust mi .. like wad i sae .. if you dun trust mi .. no matter wad i sae ols no use de ma .. so we hav to trust each other de ma .. you see this few days got so many guys talk to you wan jio you or wad . wan to kno you .. i got keep sae wad meh ? no ma .. sometimes jus ask you for more updates ony lo .. y ? cause dearr dearr trust you ma .. den hav confident in myself . you wont leave mi or wad .. so you ols must like tat de ma ? k ? muacks dearr dear realli love you alot ols .. so dun wory . like wad i sae .. nth wil make mi change or fade .. unless you realli do somehing leading us for a break up ..like unfaithful or wad .. otherwise i wont de .. small quarels to mi .. is nth .. after we get back from our quarrels . i wont go rmb it and store it inside my heart .. jus take it as nth happen .. so you hav to trust dearr dearr okie ? dun think too much or wad .. most importantly is .. confident in yourself dearr .. k ?
muacks ! love you so much .. hugs hugs wo ai ni forever !

Hrmms tuition end le. such a relieve learn new things (:
N lvl coming le mus study hard le. mom jus told me i'm having another tutor soon quite scare too don't know why. Seldom talk at home recently, don't know why too.
Went for geography lesson this morning. After tt study in mac then took 184 to his sch and find him. So alone when i'm nt with him ..
Sometimes thinking tt is our relationship stable cus when we quarrel we dont care each other, feel like dun like each other like tt le, very sad ..
So can dont dont care me when we quarrel ? :(
I know sometimes Its my fault but nt always wad, can help me like last time ? :(
Sometimes i dunwan or dun wish it to be like tt de, and sometimes I dunno how to sort it out or can't possible tel eu how i felt or wad. I'm sorry.

but I wan ppl to understand me especially you,
but seems that people around me always mistake my intention :(


Your Horoscope:
The Bottom Line
Feeling out of sync with your friends? Plan a get together, and get back on track.
In Detail
If you are feeling a little out of sync with one of your friends today, it's probably just your imagination. Yes, there have been some major changes in this pal's life, but that does not mean that she or he thinks of you any differently -- or that your relationship has to shrink in any way. Get in some real quality time to give yourself confidence about where you stand with this person. Be respectful, and you will be respected.


So is eu and ur friend relationship has shrink or you and me ? :(
If really its you and me then how can we get back to last time ? but we cant possible control fate.
wad can i do ner. i dunwan our relationship to shrink, i wan to spend my whole life with you, you know ? So how about you? I didn't hear much praises, love you or miss you msg like how i send you and how you send me last time, tell me how much you love me or what, although you said saying face to face is much sincere but i didn't hear you sae much too :( Ya saying by msg you might think i'm kidding or wasting msg or what but all I wan say is all i say
no matter is face to face or msg, is from my heart, and i truely love you alone.
You know this few days i kept thinking, i tot dun talk much to eu is a better solution maybe you wont think tt i'm irritating you or what. I know you didn't say, its all my thinking ya I didn't ask you what you think of me now or what, maybe i've changed ba. Last time when I'm angry I easily said e ''break upp'' word, I'm very sorry i know tts a very heavy word especially when ur love one said tt to eu, of course if you say to me I'll be very sad and i know same thing, you dun like me to say and I promise you I wont say it alr. I'm trying my very best to change myself le and I hope if gt anything you will tell me, guide me and of course I will tell you. And if gt any problems we can overcome it together ..
Lastly, Jus want to tell you, you really mean alot to me.

I've nth to write le. Jus hope our relationship will get better and better.
I wont ask for much alr. Sorry. Very Sorry.

I Love You Truely`

Thursday, June 07, 2007
what a long day . hrmms morning went for training .. aft tt when for competition . we won 72 - 23 .. so nice :) won two match le .. aft tt surpose to wait for nigel at e mrt station, after i bathe and eat, he told me he inside train le so frm e aljunied mac i walked to e mrt station to waited for him . 12 trains passed i waited for 1 hour plus lah . then called him he told me he inside taxi .. wah dam fed up, took another side e train back to clementi then took bus hm .. reached home without doing anything went to slp, very tired ..
nth much bout today. jus very sad.
its been two days we continued quarrelling ..
hah ols dunno why like tt ..
we didn't talk much either, didn't sae he miss me much ols .
if continued like tt ols dunno wad will happen .

gd luck for ur exam tml .
takecare`

Wednesday, June 06, 2007
haha today went to watch my dearr play bball .. hmms .. think she gave herself too much pressure .. tats y she didnt play as well as last match .. but she's stil playing good .. jus to tell you .. dun give yourself so much pressure during the match .. jus relax yourself and play as per normal like tat den you wil improve .. no need to scared of anything of wad .. be brave ! hah ..

den after tat we went to eat den take bus to central .. near chinatown there .. den we sit near the river there and talk .. the scenery was nice .. and we nv spend much money hah .. after tat went in to walk walk .. den she saw a nice shirt .. which cost reasonable .. wasnt expensive at all .. too bad cant buy due to shortage of cash .. but we wil go next time k ? muacks hah

after tat cut my hair .. so short now lols .. hms .. dunno whether izzt nice not hah .. realli nice meh ? i see like quite ugly like tat .. den send her home and went to play bball after tat ..

played quite fierce today ... end up falling down when doing a hard drive in .. and landed the floor with my elbow .. ouch ! lols .. hmms stand up shake shake a bit and continue although its a little bit pain .. hav to endure with it .. after tat went to eat with ah boy and ah wei .. lols they veri funny .. den they treat mi eat .. after tat went home and bathe ..

yeah tml you can come find mi .. hmms .. after tuition we can meet le .. so happy hah .. den can spend more time tgt hees .. muacks love you so much

I

LOVE

YOU !!

ya the photo veri nice .. sorry .. this few days i always study cause got exam ma .. den veri busy . study til veri tired ols .. not physically .. but mentally .. so sometimes no time to blog ols .. sorry tml cant spend time with you ols .. cause i hav to go back schol to study ma .. tat module veri diffic den cannot fail ols .. so spend one day to study .. den after exam i can spend more time with you le ma .. den tml you go chalet lo when i go study tat time .. can relax youself ma over there ..

hmms nvmm its okie .. i ols dun wan to quarrel -_- .. zzz ..
i ols nv sae anything or wad .. nv scold you or wad ..

take care ..
miss you badly ols ..
muacks love you

quarrel again zzz .. ols dunno why
everytime my fault again ..
sorry bad mood .. maybe come tt one then like tt ba very sorry
sighs two day nvr realli c and pei eu alr ..

ahh bored ):
takecare
lurves!


hello dearr, blogging nw .. ^^ nice ? i edit hah, bo liao ma ..
hrmms today so bored at hm .. study study study only then study le slp ..
miss you badly, so how bout you ?
dear exam alright ?
dun stress urself kas?
tml got match 12 so eu coming down watch ma ?
ahh ..
i love you ~
mwarks





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