Jerbel,Shuman There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care. So how much do you know me? If you don't like me, just go away. Tumblr PLEASE CLICK!
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Saturday, April 30, 2011
The day out :) He look like Ben Yeo right!~  ♥ her ttm!    Everything happens for a reason. Why everything I do, it still reminds me of you. I thought when time passes, memories will slowly be in fragmented pieces and fade away? The more you force yourself to forget, the more vivid it will be in your mind? Sometimes I never felt like I'm doing good enough in certain things, but at least I'm trying, adjusting, and changing. Look, nobody is perfect. Please d judge things based on one incident it won't be fair, it really won't. I'm in love w my weekends! 28/04/2011 - Happy Birthday to you :) Wednesday, April 27, 2011
The process of growing up is getting more and more challenging, When you're even younger, you have all the time to find out any thing you want to know, even to explore and find out who and what kind of person you want to walk into forever with and in the process of learning more about yourself, your limits & boundaries. But everything seems so different now. Trust, one of the most vital factor between human. I'd once trust someone so much, yet when things went wrong or turn ugly, he/she betray it. But eventually things are not suppose to turn out this way. You made me see things even clearer. I'm still glad because at least you're once in my life. What happens when a Taurus met a Virgo? Can't wait for weekends! :) Goodnight People. Saturday, April 23, 2011
 I had so much thoughts to put into words but somehow when I see you I'm at loss in words here. In short, it left me emotionally drained. Mixed feelings, unexplainable thoughts, insecurities. Why? "All the things that break you, are all the things that make you strong. You can't change the past, cuz' it's gone and you just gotta move on" -Carrie Underwood- Facts, I hate changes. Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Thanks for being there whenever I needed you most ♥   Wait for a person who pursues you, who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, someone who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats or t-shirts and appreciates when you dressed up for them, someone who turns to be your best friend where you can share almost everything with, wait for someone who will place you at the center of the universe, because that's where you belong to. Wait, that's the word. Well, I miss you. Weekend was a splendid one though it was just a simple one :) I guess I'm having a diet plan, all my favorite food placed on the table yet I can't have any of them :( Lynette Maid Sim! If you are reading this, just wanna tell you I miss you! ♥ I'd read your blog, I'll be strong. We should meet up to catch up w each other real soon! :) You're the most beautiful thing I will keep in my heart. Good Night People. Thursday, April 14, 2011
      To a certain point in life you will start to feel tired of chasing and expecting, I felt it & I don't know why I feel this way but the feeling here is hella. I don't wanna look back in another few years and whine about how life isn't good or even fair to me because half of the chances to success are in my own hands. Needa be more practical. The key to success is not to give up. Shall start doing something to fulfill what I want in life. I saw this in tumblr: "Yes I've made mistakes. Life didn't come with instructions" Somehow disagree w this sentence. Besides disagreeing, it made me ruminate certain things in the past. What can I do to stop thinking about the past? Trying. Anyway, not to forget, Alex and Welly! Met up w them after work for dinner at Mandarin Gallery. Thai restaurant?! Grrrrr, apparently I dislike Thai food but enjoyed myself w them! WELLY GORGEOUS TAN can you d be so sensitive w things around you?! I'll always be here for you so stop being paranoid k! :) Just a call or text away. On the side note, work have been freaking stress, meetings, calling of schools, email, excel, DEADLINES. & because my supervisor will be away for two weeks, she handle the project to me. Experience gained, learned and process things, but I worry that I won't be able to present a good job to her. Came to work half an hour early to sent emails to schools, Skipped my lunch to call schools. Yes, stress is the word and the worst scenario is that there are deadlines for certain work that I'm doing. HELP~ Need to Persevere. Yay! Weekends!~ Tuesday, April 12, 2011
The best cousin.  Always enjoyed my day w him even though it's just few hours of meeting up. love him ttm :) Monday, April 11, 2011
Happy Birthday :) ♥      Out to town for dinner! Steamboat! Once again, Happy Birthday Xuan&Ignatious :) It'd been such a long time since we last met each other, everyone has their own activities work school and we somehow promise that we will meet once in awhile to catch up w one another :) Grrrrrrr, feel so cranky now! GoodNight people! Sunday, April 10, 2011
A little too not over you. I have idealized this boy to the point where he is perfect in my eyes, and because of that I can't be satisfied w anyone else. But I can't get w him either, we cut off ties, made things clear, but he doesn't know that I think about him almost every day. He probably thinks that he was completely insignificant because I lied. For being so proud and presumptuous to think I would get over him in two minutes. I never thought I'd hold on this for so long, to a ghost of a person. To an illusion of a person, that isn't very likely a true reflection of him anyway. And for the way I feel now, I have only myself to blame. I miss you b, I really do. ----------------------------------------------------------- Life had been pretty simple, work loads have been increasing, more and more meetings, Excel everyday which makes me wanna sleep so badly. Have you ever provoked someone through texting? Just wanna say, I can't express myself well through messaging. Out for basketball :) Saturday, April 09, 2011
Thanks Nigel for fetching me to work early in the morning! :D love you bro! Teehee. It's wiser to let go. Tuesday, April 05, 2011
Sometimes when I say I miss us it simply just mean that I'm thinking about the happy memories, not you anymore, don't worry. So affected about a particular issue, things had happened 6months ago yet I'm still like that, but well I'm just stuck w the memories. I'm letting every single thing I'd cherish about you trickle off my hands. Give me one more month and I'll sure get over. Shits happen, you just have to find your way to solve things and get things right. I find that as we go older, we become more complex and selfish to certain things, I feel negatively easier than before, perhaps it is because we are more aware of reality? weekends weekends hurry here! :) |
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