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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
hi dear ... sorry yesterd dunno y cannot post the thingy ... but anyway .. sorry ...As bout today's incident ... hmmms i dunno wad to say .. simply im rather feeling veri sad now ... cause the way euu treat mi ... but im not angry at all ... jus wanna ask euu a question ... how do euu feel after today's incident ? do euu like to behave like this ? wad if i treat euu the way how euu treat mi today ... need not answer it in a angry manner ... but simply list out how euu feel .. and euu will kno how i feel le ... =) wad i hope is tat ... we wont be like tat in future ... i hav a talk with Mrs Ang jus now .. she ask mi a question .. do i realli love euu alot ? or i jus playing your feeling ... the 1st reaction i do was i say i love euu alot .. i say im serious with euu .. and when i heard the second option she gave whether izzt im playing your feeling .. i was a bit unhappy ... cause i kno myself im not playing your feelings .. im serious with euu .. wonder wads your option ? today in schol ... euu may think tat im angry because i nv msg euu or wad .... but .. i tell euu how i feel in class ... the whole day i keep looking at the phone ... when a msg come .. i was so happy i tot it was euu .. but it wasnt .. throughout the whole day i jus waited for your msg .... i dunno wad msg to send euu as i tot euu was not happy with mi or dun wanna talk to mi .. cause in the morning i talk to euu you olso dun wanna talk to mi ... + after schol i talk to euu den euu olso give mi those reply ... den when i see euu smiling with other ppl ... the more i think euu dun like mi ... after training euu told mi euu wrote something on blog ... when i was in Mrs Ang car .. i kept let my imagination goes wild ... i hav a feeling tat euu writing something tat i dun wish to see ... cause i realli dun wan euu to leave mi .. not even a thought ... and y am i thinking this way ... cause the way euu treat mi makes mi keep asking myself alot of questions tat i cant answered ... i realli feel like crying ... cause the pain is like ... deep inside my heart .. my feeling now is like entering the police station ... those veri scared and veri weak feeling ... whenever euu type those msg ... dun care bout mi ... dun msg mi ba .. later den msg mi ... i feel sad and confuse ... cause i dunno realli wad to do ... and when euu nv talk to mi ... i feel sad ... i dunno whether do euu feel sad when euu nv talk to mi ... but i can simply turn into a bad mood when euu nv talk to mi ... dunno y ... cause euu are too important to mi ... i jus cant see euu not msging mi ... the feeling is like worst den any other things ... think i olso dunno wad to say now ... wad i can say is .. if euu like mi dun treat mi this way ... cause treating mi this way makes mi feel so sad ... is real sad ... i would rather dun play bball den spend time with euu ... i would rather dun enter bball team den to be with euu ... cause euu mean alot to mi dearr ... sarang heh yo dearr .. i jus simply love euu so much im lost-withoutyou so pls dun leave mi and dun dun bother mi your feeling for mi may fade .. i might not kno but im veri sure .. my feeling for euu wont fade .. and it last forever .. cause i shenweimin love euu hongshuman for eternity ... muacks |
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