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JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

hahas dearr .. yesterd we 1st time went to seoul garden and eat hahas .. den we cook and eat tgt .. i cook for you euu cook for mi .. den b4 tat at boon lay walk to house .. nv take bus .. romantic right ? LOLs .. hahas .. take bus not good ma.. walk better .. walk more healthy and more romantic ma hahas ... i kno euu wil sae mi siao hahas .. hmms anyw now at father office so bored nth to do .. so come blog ..

den after we go eat le ... go walk to cine and den after tat go sing song .. hahas we sing song veri funny right ? den dunno y you dun dare to sing ..shy ar ? hahas.. aiya olso no ppl wil laugh at you de .. cause all olso not professional at singing ma ... jus anyhow sing lo hahas .. i got sing for sing for euu lo =) hahas nice ma ? hmms ... olso any how sing de ... but its sung through the bottom of my heart dearr ... sarang heh yo zhi dui ni shuo =D ... sarang heh yo means i love you ...

hahas and dearr yesterd you olso dress veri nice veri pretty !! .. realli veir chio hahas ... i love the way you dress hahas .. and olso can go out with you til so late hahas so happy .. and i kno in future we can go out til so late de .. i kno you wil sae wait .. hahas ya i kno must wait ... but i can tell euu dearr .. no need to wait for too long de hahas .. muacks! lao po .. woaini..

15 x l a o m l n g <3>

dapaoming heartz ahman ~ for life ....

LAogOngG Ai LaoPo ~ yishengyishi

muacks i jus love you see much dearr ...

WOAINI !!

sarang heh yo ..

wo zhi dui ni shuo ... <3>

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

all i need to sae.
all my fault.
shldnt tok to him ..
takecare.
if eu wan like tt dun wan go schh ..
wad can i do ?
i cant do anything.

hais .. ytd .. dunno wad to sae .. if you realli go think bout it .. and feel how i feel .. i tell euu im feeling dam dam dam sad and weak .. when i recieve those kind of msg from i feel like fainting like tat .. cause of my headaches .. anyw today i ols nv go schol to take my last paper .. let it fail ba .. if this is going to happen during my O's may it be the same oso ..

if you realli think its my fault to reply tat kind of manner .. den pls ask yourself if i talk to my ex stead on phone and some more you having severe headaches .. dun tell mi you wont reply tat way .. or you wont den veri good .. you kno i always get jealous .. + some more i alr so xin ku .. i need you so much and euu send mi those kind of msg .. " dun come find mi in the morning , after school go back yourself " i dunno whether you mean it not ... and you nv give mi a reply tats y i nv come to schol today .. cause if come to schol dun see you i rather dun come .. i feel so hurt receieving those kind of msg .. if i send you those kind of msg how would you feel ? you always sae you love mi .. but y you always treat mi like tis ? im realli veri sad .. i actually cried ytd .. when i saw those msg cause you nv type those kind of msg b4 .. i olso dunno y ... and somemore i nv scold you or wad .. and end up you get angry .. and you tell mi you not angry .. den next time i talk to other gals .. den i tell you .. ya its good tat i tell you the truth .. but you wil stil be sians sians de right cuase im talking to other gals .. some more its my ex .. and den when you give mi those kind of msg den i sae y you like tat 1 .. and during tat moment of time you need mi alot and dun wanna quarrel with mi .. den end up i fed up and sae aiya nvm la my fault tml dun meet dun cme find mi .. hw would you feel ? i dunno whether wil you cry not .. but if you wil cry badly den i tell you tat is how i feel olso .. i may look strong in physical and in everything .. but im always weak in a relationship .. cause i hav not been in a relationship for a veri long time and i realli need someone to be there to love mi but not to sae those kind of things to mi .. hais ..

you kno some ppl sae .. physical wounds are curable .. but emotions wounds wil always stay inside your heart .. i would rather let 10 ppl to beat mi up .. but the msg you type ytd hurts den the 10ppl .. somemore its from you the gal whom i love so much .. i always hope we can talk in a nice manner but not those in a kind of spike manner .. i dunno whether you understand wad i sae .. or kno how i feel .. but i can sae im veri depress now now ..... i realli need you to love mi not to ....

supposely a nice ytd .. end up everything like tat . cause of whu ? and its always him tat we get quarrel .. no other 1 else .. go think bout it . hais . take care

Sunday, July 09, 2006

yeahhs. we posted 60 blogs le (:
hmms .. hais so are eu okay ? sorry bout just now. i wrote in msn le .. dunno eu read alr nort just wanna tell euu 我真得很在乎你. i really care for euu.

just now watch the 7 o clock show. hmms .. really touched me again. the yang chen ling show. hmms their parents and grandma allow them to be together euu noe ? they were sad in the first place .. after they told their parents their 心事 tt means they tell their parents they love each otherr and wann to be with each other yang chen ling's mother slap her but after tt her mother think about it le .. they allow them to be with each other le .. they dun care wad otherr ppl think .. as they situation now is veri complicatedd. but they dun care. after persuading their parents they went to find the guy'd grandma.

actually she dun allow and doesn't like the plan tt they decide .. but after she think about it .. she allow le (: and they live happily ((: and how wish my parents will allow us to be together like them ..i really wish .. coz i wanna spend my whole life with euu. and i hope eu too.

anyway sorry bout just now ba. i'm just seriously worried bout eu ytd night as eu didn't reply my msgg .. i nvr doubt euu i nvr think tt eu dun wan reply my msgg or ans my call .. just now when i talk to euu in a angry mood so i say those thing tt i shldn;t sae but i didn't mean it. i was just worrying bout eu. i'm sorry.

see euu so sick and xin ku i olso dunno wad to do
just hope eu can recover soon .. andd be like last time not so weak at all like saturday.
hmms .. andd the last thing i wanna tell euu is i really love eu alot.
although i keep showing euu attitude and give eu those kind of black face and msgg .. but i really love eu and care for eu alot. i didn't really express it out coz i dunno how to.

hope eu can recover soon .. i wanna see the strong dearr. nort weak weak dear.
i wann euu to takecare of me the rest of my life. and i will takecare of euu and love euu eternity dear. i really love euu loads wor. so dun ever leave me.
anyway dearr really sorry ..

I LOVE EUU
SARANGG HEH YO.
SO IN LOVE WITH EUU.
HONG SHUMANN HEARTS SHEN WEIMINN ETERNITY :))

dearr you always sae tat you dun understand mi or wad when we quarrel ... when you kno you not totally dun understand mi ... you shud kno when im happy when im sad ... im always happy when the both of us are happy im always sad when i quarrel with you ... or when you are sad ... i can tell you ever since i kno you and i be with you ... i dun get sad at all ... i dun get sad in getting any failures but i get sad when we quarrel ... cause i find nth is as important as the both of us ... i can give up many things for you ... and even if you sae you dun understand mi .. i tell you your care and love for mi is enough for everything dearr .. and dun always sae its your fault ... my explanation is not to sae you bear all fault .. but my explanation is trying to ask you to forgive mi and dun get angry ... cause always you like tat i wil hav hard time doing many things .. realli ... and your attitude dun sux ... if you wanna sae it ... my attitude compared to you is not much difference ... i tell you b4 le dearr .. i dun expect much from you ... but i ony wan to hav happy lifes with you ... tats all ... sorry dearr for letting you to be so worry bout mi ... sorry .. im realli sorry forgive mi .. and dun think bout it le k ?

muacks ...

i love you dearr ..

sorryy ... =(

weimingaishumann -- yishengyishi

dearr - bieshengqilehaoma?

yuedingg

the only thing i wanna tell euu .. think i dun understand eu.
i dunno when eu happy when eu sad and the most importantly i dun understand eu ba. and everytime i'm in the wrong .. everytime because of me euu shld noe.
sorry my attitude sucks.
takecare urself.

hmmms think you sleeping ba ... i olso dunno wad to sae .. but .. i kno ytd you msg mi alot of times and call mi alot of times den i nv pick and reply you veri worry bout mi cause im veri sick den you scared something might happen to mi ... ya i kno you care alot for mi and i happy bout tat ... and im sorry for making you so worry bout mi ... and dearr .. is not tat i dun care bout how you feel or wad .. but seriously i was realli veri sick and i was realli veri deep in my slep ... i realli not dun wan msg you or wad ... i dunno wad you might be thinking or wad .. but i hav alr apologise le ... and if you stil wanan be angry and rmb bout it wad can i do ? ya you can sae dun use sick as an excuse ... but if ytd im not sick wil i slep til so deep ? wil i dun reply you ? as in the reason i fall a slep so deeply is cause im sick but not cause i went to go do other things or wad ... ya the same thing if you sick den i msg you you nv reply mi i wil be veri worry bout you .. but if the next day you msg mi tell mi le .. i guess i wont angry olso ... cause is like i kno you sick ma wad for i get angry ? so now if you get unhappy bout it .. is like its my fault to fall sick or wad .. and some more i sick le .. den you stil so angry .. i realli dunno wad to do .. i feel so headache ...

and like wad jus now i tell you de ... if now you sick den i get angry bcause of such things den how wil you feel during tat moment of time .. when you feel so uncomfortable and some more im so angry or wad ... den you stil hav to worry bout wad im thinking ... and you can sae tat i dun care bout you feeling or wad ... den do you think i wan tat to happen ? or i purposely wan tat to happen ? obviously is no ma ... den if you answer is no y you get so fed up bout it ? right now my head realli veri pain ... but my fever getting better liao ... and i olso dunno wad to do to make you feel better ... and always when you sae dun msg la or euu sae dun reply or wad ... you kno those kind of msges realli makes mi feel sad ? i guess you dunno olso ... haiss ... nvmm ba ... guess i hav nth to write olso le ... but jus to sae sorry and hope you dun be angry or wad le ....

15 xlaomlng heartz shumann 12

take care

so sick =(

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

hahas dearr ... hmmms sry now den can reply you .. cause ytd olso cant use com hahas .. hmmms oh ya .. dearr gotta practise more on your bball if you wanna be a better player .. esp your 1on1 move .. all kinds of move .. 45 degree move and high pole move hahas .. practise til perfect den when in game you can do them veri easily .. den you wil be unstoppable next year durin inter - schol .. im sure you wanna get back those kind of feelings where euu fight and play well in the court .. and im there to restore ... and euu reap wad you sow ... you wil improve how much it depends on your homework on it .. understand ma ? =) hahas ..

hmms dearr .. today hor .. realli hor .. so funny lo !! hahas .. okie i do a replay of wad we do today .. startin on crossing the road there ... MING - " eh dearr bus lai liao .. bang wo na yi sia , wo yao na san qian ... hao liao " DEAR - " ARRR !!!! , huhhhh ... " MING " aiyo y you so lun zun 1 " DEAR " huhhh ... drop liao .... " MING - "" hahas .. nvmm la ... okie dearr ? " DEAR - " huh .. orh ... ( in a sians mood ) " ... ---- hahas lols so lame lo today hahahahaha ... realli de dearr ... but nvmm la hahas its jus a coleslow .. olso not veri exp or wad haha .. no need to feel sad or wad de next time dearr buy for you again k ? haha muacks !! if today got record down the video i guess it gonna be our most funniest vid haha ..

hmms dearr .. so sians .. my exams .. some more monday i got oral .. scared veri late den end hor den cant peii you .. den i cant peii euu i veri sad de .. =( sob sob .. hmms hope im the 1st 1 .. so can faster end den faster come peii euu ..anw i miss euu badly dearr .. muacks ! i love euu dearr .. ah man !! i love euu !!

S h e n W e i M i n <3 H o n g S h u M a n - - 3 t e r N i t Y

L a o G o n gg heartz L a o Po - - muuacckkks !! hahas ..

s a R a n G h e H y O - - dearr ..

h a m s t e r Love x l a o b a i t u - - yishengyishi

MUACKS

hmms hahas today so funny ..
straight after euu tell me to hold the salad properly i droppedd it ):
aww .. sorry dear i wastedd ur money. hahas. hmms den after tt go watch match.
hahas the gracey dam funny .. lols travelling le !
she took my NUMBER 12 !~ ahh .. my number leh. she took it. hahas so sad.
LOLS .. hahas.
& just wanna tell euu
i've a great time with euu each day (:
hahas
mwarks.
so in love with euu.
gd luck for ur exam
jiayou wor dearr
老公，我爱你
不要离开我！
muacks

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

hmms .. today yayy .. c div won ((: hahas. thrash yuying.
today play with euu basketball .. so nice .. hahas.
nthhs to write le.
so boredd so i write
takecare.
gd luck for ur exams.
mwarks.
love euu MANY (:
sarangg heh yo
:DD
hong shu man hearts shen wei min eternity :)

Monday, July 03, 2006

((: hmms just now watch one show. so sad i cried. hmms the story is .. one couple getting married le .. but the guy is in love with another girl ..even slept with another girl. actually he didn't wan to married cause their photo their ring their invitation all had planned le .. he didn't wan to disappoint her so he didn't tell her that she didn't wan to married. hmms in the end they married tt night .. the gal tt he is in love came .. she told everybody tt the guy love her but not the girl tt he wanted to married. the girl felt so sad. she ran straight. so sad. she regretted ... hmms dearri dun wann it to happen this way next time ..dearr if euu found a girl euu love more than me just tell me .. at least i know wad to do .. as next time euu dunno wad will happen .. hahas i noe euu tell me le euu will nort like other girls. but i just wan tell euu lor if eu have just tell me. coz i will noe wad to do . okay dear ?i'm not saying eu wad but i'm just worried. andd hmms dear i'm willing to give euu my everything (:dearr dun ever leave me. coz i cant live without euu.
just wanna tell euu . although we do quarral but my feeling towards euu nvr fade.
but my feeling for euu grew eventually (:
muacks dear
so in love with euu.
sarangg heh yo dear
gd luck for ur examination.
i'll give euu moral support and pray for euu de.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

dearr sorry. i love euu.
we dun quarral le.
i realised i
cant live without euu;
sorry dear.
mwarks

SORRY ... IM VERI SORRY ... CANT SAE ANYTHING BUT SORRY ... I REGRETTED ... I REGRETTED TAT I OVER SLEPT YESTERD ... CAUSE IF I NV OVER SLEPT NTH WUD HAV HAPPEN .. HAISS ... SORRY ... TAKE CARE

Saturday, July 01, 2006

i nvr cry for eu or wad. euu over slept. nvmm .. but if euu really have the heart to go with me to training euu will put alarm and nort asked ur dad to wake eu up. whereby eu noe maybe he will nort. i waited for 45 min .. i'm sad .. tot euu dun wan to accompany me there alr. when each train passed by .. i just wish i can c eu .. but .. i'm wrong .. i didn't get to c euu. after each train passed by i decided nort to wait for euu alr. so i tk the train and go to aljunied .. i tot eu will wait for me there. but i cant see euu when i reach there.
after awhile euu called me. i asked eu where are euu. euu said euu were still at hm. tt time i'm realli veri sad. very very. but wad can i do. so i went to my training with tears.
no mood to go training too. whenn i 'm inside the train and when i walkedd to the sports hall. i felt so lonely coz tts the first time i go myself. and i realized tt i'm nort independent at all. i usedd to rely on ppl .. i'm useless. cant do anything by myself even goin for training. i asked euu nort to follow me. coz i dun wann ppl to sae me. is nort really sae me but i noe ppl ask talking bout me .. last time junrongg now euu.
i think my coachh have a bad impression on me alr. i dun wish it to be like tt. i wanna be normal. the second reason is because .. i dun wann euu to waste ur time sending me there. slacking there after tt send me hm again. i rather eu stay at hm and study. eu sae eu will use com right ? but at least eu are at hm eu can do anything eu wan but nort slacking at there waiting for me .. is nort i dun wan eu to come with me .. and after today's incident i think i go my own is the best. i nvr judge it because of one incident. but i think maybe going myself and go back myself is a betta option.
i nvr regret or wad & i dunno after this incident my feeling for eu grow or fade alittle.
i'm not angry alr. i'm just alittle frustratedd and sadd. sorry for venting my anger on eu. yes he called me when i'm in the train. he talked to me he asked me why i'm nort with eu .. but i nvr tell him anything. after tt we just talk awhile and i put down.
i dun wish it to be like tt .. but sorry my attitude sucks. if eu regret just tell me i wun mind. after all i'm in the wrong olso.
takecare

i guess i hav many things to write now ba .. jus start it from the day ..

today .. i actually overslept and nv come meet you .. and let you waited for mi for 45mins .. im sorry for doing tat .. and i hav tried veri best to rush down .. after your training ... we took bus to harbour front .. and there you cry .. i guess its because i sae you den you cry .. sorry for tat too ... for today's whole incident .. its my fault .. i admit it all .. tat i shudnt hav let you wait and cry for mi .. and im wondering whether hav you forgiven mi not .. and i guess you hav not totally forgiven mi .. but nvmm ..

after tat .. you actually ask mi not to pei you go training .. and for this thing i think its veri difficult for mi to do .. cause i jus cant leave you alone .. even if you bear to leave mi alone .. i jus cant bear to leave you alone ... and rmb we made a promise tat we cant leave each other ? i wil keep tat promise .. and you ask mi whether i regret being with you or not .. i tell you my answer is no .. but i think you should olso ask this question yourself ... y ? cause base on conversation jus now .. i feel tat you sound more regretful den mi .. i dunno ..

and you sae you not angry with mi .. okie i accept tat ... but when you talk to mi .. you " dunno la wad la " it sounds like you are talking in anger .. and when i ask you whether are you angry you say no .. imagine now i talk to you in this manner .. wad la .. like tat .. and i sae im not angry wad do you think ner ? dearr .. i dun mind if you vent your anger ... cause im in fault .. but if you are angry jus say so .. at least i kno you are angry ... if you wan to say hot tempered .. i guess i can tell you im more hot tempered .. but y didnt i get hot ? reason being ... i dun vent my anger whom i love ... and i dint wan to shout at you .. cause i kno you dun like ... so i talk to you nicely ..

i dun wish be a 2nd junrong .. whu shout at you and lose you .. i wont repeat tat mistake .. cause i reali treasure .. even if now you give mi attitude .. i jus take them as nth ... cause i kno you stil angry .. you can tell mi you are not angry .. den i ask you question if you are not angry y are you giving attitude ? you kno you are in a bad mood .. and you put smile face ...and tat smile face was suppose to make mi angry i guess .. but im not offended ..

always when i quarrel with you .. you dun wanan talk to mi .. the 1st thing tat i get most worry .. i tell you is wad .. tat you hav no one to talk to and you talk to him .. this is the thing tat worry mi the most .. and i dunno whether wil you do tat .. you told mi he called you this morning .. and i duno y all of a sudden he suddenly call you .. but i can tell you if next week or in future i stil nv pei you go .. i think he wil pei you alr .. i guess this few days he wil keep msg you ba .. cause he kno tat you all sad and lonely .. and he wan to be there to comfort you ...

i dunno wad to do now ... cause i rather veri veri veri veri veri sad now .. love is amazing thing tat can easily let a person happy .. and easily sad ... and i dunno wad to do den you wil forgive mi .. and i hope you wont talk things in anger .. cause talking things in anger wont make both the party feel good .. its jus when im angry .. i sae go away la .. actually i dun mean it .. but when you hear it you tot i mean it ... and end up both of us ........ ya .. hope you understand .. i realli worry tat you wil leave mi ... and i hope you wil not .. i dunno wad to sae now .. but jus .. im sorry .. and ... i love you ... i dun wish our story to end jus like this ... tats all ..

S O R R Y

for

being

a

useless guy

again ....

but ..

still...

i

love

you

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