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Saturday, September 30, 2006
dearr i dunno wad to sae olso .. but 1st sae .. all wad im saying now is not scolding ..jus now i sae euu nv console me or wad .. den euu sae euu got worried bout mi .. and everything .. and is jus tat i reply 1 word orh .. den wad shud euu do right ? den today .. when euu sae euu are tired .. i try all my best to cheer euu up .. and did euu olso jus reply a word orh ? den wad shud i do ner ? +some more euu tell mi not to console euu or wd .. imagine jus now i sae no one ask euu to worry bout mi .. how wil euu feel ? the feeling is like .. euu hav the heart there to worry bout mi .. but i jus nv feel it .. and i sae no one ask euu to do .. is like telling euu no one ask euu to act smart .. today i olso hav the heart to cheer euu up .. but end up euu sae those words .. den i olso nv get angry wad .. den is suddenly euu get angry ask mi find other gals or wad .. den for mi is realli a bit diaos wad .. dearr .. i ask euu ar .. always when we talk .. den quarrel .. normally whu wil sae anger words ? as in whu wil 先發脾氣 ? ya ? im not scolding or wad .. but asking euu this question .. i realli realli realli realli dun wanna quarrel .. cause im relli realli realli realli veri sad .. i jus feel veri veri veri down in my mood .. always when finish quarrel le .. i olso dunno how to start conversation with euu .. and when i talk to euu after quarrel euu wil olso give dearr a bit of 臉色 right ? like i ask euu dearr wad euu doing ? euu wil jus reply nth like tat right ? den after tat dearr c le .. olso like dunno how to talk le .. euu kno ? maybe if after quarrel euu try talk to mi .. den i like olso sians sians de .. think euu wil olso veri sians and dunno how to start another conversation with mi .. i realli dunno to do .. hais .. im stuck .. i need help .. whu can or whu wil help ? i dunno take care ba dearr .. i dunno wad to sae olso .. even if we quarrel .. i always think of break or wad .. i even wont sae anger words .. jus to let euu kno y i dun like euu to sae anger words maybe next time .. when i sae it euu wil understand it .. and dearr .. think euu olso kno i realli dun like we quarrel .. cause when we quarrel .. i hav no mood to do anything it jus effect my everything .. cause i jus keep worries and realli i dun dare to sae anything .. cause wad i sae .. euu tot im scolding eu or wad .. tats nt exactly wad i mean .. okie rmb tt time i go play game? euu get angry .. and sae mi tt im supposed to study and things . . . ya after i tink le .. i find it right .. and i kno my mistake .. i apologise .. and i tell euu i wil study hard .. i guess after i sae tat euu olso feel a bit happy right ? cause at least im thinking .. and i dint msg things lke .. okie la all my fault .. happy ? cause when i msg like tat .. its like irresponsible in handling things right? and i guess euu wont like it olso de .. tats y always when euu sae tat i olso wil sae not the matter of whose fault .. realising wad the lead to the prob .. i wont leave euu or wd .. always when euu sae break or wad .. i see le .. ya .. of course a bit sad or in some mood even wil get angry but .. often i tell myself ..euu din mean it .. so jus ignore it .. and dearr another reason i dun wan euu to sae as euu wish is cause if 1 day .. realli euu dun like mi le .. euu wan break with mi .. den i wil think euu lying to yourself .. actually euu dun wn de .. but actually euu wan ..den i jus dun wan break with euu .. you olso knmo the story of 狼來了 .. if now euu keep sae .. 1 day when euu realli sae with real meaning .. i olso dun believe .. cause its realli hard to detect .. example .. now i tell euu dearr i wan to break with euu .. den actually is when im angry den i sae den always when we quarrel .. i sae break .. den euu kno im saying anger words so euu ignore .. but 1 day i relli sae i wan to break .. eu oso wont kno whether izzt anger words or real right ? tats y i dun wan to always sae break .. sometimes it relli confuses mi .. it jus let mi wonder whether do euu stil wan this relationship .. and do euu realli like mi not .. if euu realli dun like mi le wan break with mi or wad .. i kno when is the timing to let eu go .. but .. i wont break with euu no matter wad .. cause i jus need euu realli .. euu can tell mi sae euu need mi alot or wad . when euu nv msg mi euu feel sad .. but .. im even more sad .. i hav commited alot in this relationship i hav done things which i nv done in the past .. i hav nv shed a tear for gal .. cause i used to think theres no need to tear for a gal .. for wad ? but now .. my feeling made me tear .. our relationship made me tear cause i tresure our quarrel made me tear cause im sad .. i jus dunno y i wil tear oso .. maybe tat tearr is telling mi to treasure this relationship .. if not i wil realli tear with regrets jus now is cause .. i c euu like tat .. i olso veri sians .. den euu sae tired .. i kno ... okie .. its okie to get tired .. but i ask euu to rest .. euu dun wan .. den talk to euu euu olso no mood like tat .. den i realli dunno wad to do le ma .. try to make euu happy ? console eu ? tried my best .. but stil no improvement .. den after tat euu get angry le .. ask mi go find other gals blah blah blah .. den ask mi dun console eu or wad .. sometimes saying this is reali hurtful olso .. imagine dearr .. euu waited for mi .. til 6+ .. den i sae no one ask eu to wait .. how wil eu feel ? wad im trying to sae is .. always imagine yourself in my shoe hw wil euu handle the situation ? and how did i handle it .. and euu compare am i doing something good or bad .. and eu wil realli kno .. okie lets sae bout the opposite .. if jus now i nv console or make try to make you happy .. i reply as the same tune as euu and reply short .. ( orh okie .. ya .. ) like tat wad wil euu think or do ? i think euu wil probably think i dun care for euu and get angry .. am i right ? if i talk in tat manner euu stil get angry .. tat means no matter wad i do .. euu stil get angry .. sometimes dearr .. i olso need some encouragement .. or praise from euu .. euu kno ?? its from YOU not from others cause ony when it comes out from euu .. theres a meaning .. ya think i olso hav nth to sae le .. tke care ba .. exam near the corner.. now outside is so rainy and so cold . i wish eu were with me now . i realli miss eu . nvr msgg eu . nvr talk to eu realli makes me feel terrible . but always wen i talk to eu we will quarral . and nort one times is at all times . i realli dun wan i realli miss eu alot . monday exams le i cant realli pei eu le . i must study le . nvrmm maybe like tt also good . no need to talk to me much . can concentrate on ur o lvls or anything . hais . everytime its my fault . my friends all said i'm so bad . everytime wan eu wait for me everytime i show eu attitude or wad . or dun appreciate wad eu had done for me . and sae eu are realli a nice guy must treasure but they sae i nvr maybe their words are all right ba . i dun deserve eu also . next time realli eu no need wait for me after training or wad . or eu cant stand my attitude just call a break up with me . ya maybe ppl sae i dun appreciate eu or appreciate wad eu had done for me . but i did . maybe eu or otherr ppl dun c .. i dun care . i did treasure eu . but we seems like keep quarrallin and tt time i realli dun know how to treasure or wad , as i keep asking for break to solve everything although i noe this solution is nort right . but other then tt i dun realli noe wad to do alr . i said i will change for the better attitude .. i noe i didn't but i've tried . last time i'm nort like tt . i'm just so nice tt i give in everything to rong . hais . sorry anw . i dunno how to cherish eu also . i noe eu dun like me to ask eu find another girl but always wen i did something wrong or show attitude i will feel tt eu will dun wan me or our relationship between each other had alr drawn apart . and i dunno wad to sae so i sae eu shld find other girls .and i think eu shld before eu regret hais sorri anw takecare |
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