Hello ppl!
Morning went rp training.
Hrmms, had some doubts in myself.
I think I'm nt improving in bball, Its quite sad
I'm scare to pull my team-mates down, I think its of my surroundings.
I'm used to my old team-mates, used to our past training styles
and even e method tt elvin coach always use in court.
It's totally different compared to rp's and hornet's training,

The more I wanto improve myself, e more mistakes I made,
which made me sort-of fear, had no confidences at all and sometimes
thinking of giving up. I'm scare of fearing, I dont really know how to put
them in words, but just fear. I guess szelei knows cause last time I spoke
to her about it when we joined e outside team tgt. Last time I wasn't like tt,
what happen ? :(
Aww, lets not talk about this. ohya rp orientation is frm 15-17 april :)
I cant wait man. I think it will be fun, yeah?
didn't meet baby today cause he'd school. I want to tell you my problem
but I think by reading my blog is better, cus I really do nt know how
to really explain it out. I hope you can understand
& it will certainly be great if you give me some advise about it.
Thanks, love you baby.

I need to overcome it fast :(