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It's a very random post specially for someone important to me.

He's my Bestest friend, ever but for some reasons we aren't as close as before anymore.

I still remembered when we were in primary school, there's always people saying "I don't friend you anymore, don't talk to him/her" this kind of thing. Is this sentence familiar to you? Yes, I'm always the one being left out by people because I'm not as bright as them, I don't talk much, I'm in a different CCA, I'm not in the basketball team but track and field, I don't communicate well with them. He's not with them neither with me, but he's always there for me.

We were in the same class, he sat beside me, we always did our homework last minute, we played around in class, talked to each other when the teacher is teaching.

Oh ya not to forget I'm always the one helping him to pass his small paper note to his admirer behind us haha. After we graduated from there we still sms each other, went to school every weekend to play basketball when our brothers were having trainings. After that we still met up until last year. I'm sorry for hurting you. There's so much I want to tell you but when I tried talking to you few days back, you don't seems like you wanna talk. I felt so stirred after that day. I know by apologizing, things will still remain the same, I've no idea what to do next but just want to tell you, you still mean alot to me and take good care yourself.

Miss you