Jerbel,Shuman There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care. So how much do you know me? If you don't like me, just go away. Tumblr PLEASE CLICK!
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Thursday, September 30, 2010
Someone once told me, "Expect a little less in your life and you'll definitely be happier". I totally understand what it means now. The more you expect from someone, the more disappointments coming your way. Well, that's life. Just came back not long ago, had strength and conditioning plus training in the morning and afternoon. Feel so tired waking up so early and dragging myself to school :( And it says here: Mistakes makes you think. They make you realize what you had, what you've lost and what you'd taken for granted. They make you realize that sometimes there are no next time, no time-outs, no second chances anymore. Yes mistakes make you think, but before you start doing anything, think. Hope things will get better in time. Ben's P.O.P this Saturday! Can't wait! :) I miss you ._. Saturday, September 25, 2010
The 12s ♥  Have you ever had a nightmare before where you felt that it was so real that you couldn't wake up? It was so terrifying. Sometimes I'm so so glad to be back in reality. I just hope I will not have any nightmares anymore! :( Well this week had been a really productive week for me, done lots of strength and conditioning with trainings. I always feel so relax after running though its really tiring. Weekends, always the most enjoyable one. I'd been arranging&planning my time effectively, so that I could balance out time properly for my family, you, friends and basketball. Oh yaaaa, my dad said that I can put braces soooon! So so excited yet I'm scared of pain, aww. Anyway just found out this, V inspiring! Love isn't about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn't about fireworks going off around you when you have the first, real, kiss. Love isn't about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn't about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having butterflies after years. It's about the second looks and laying in bed wide wake, all night, because you can't go to sleep mad at each other. It's about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It's not about buying them gifts, but it's about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when NO ONE else in the world can relate. A safe place where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, You will still be loved. No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. Nothing is easy, There will definitely be obstacles for you to overcome, to learn after you'd tried. Thanks for giving me the assurance, the attention I wanted so much. Thanks for your endless motivation. Appreciate every little things you'd done :) Everything feels so right when I'm with you. I miss you, ben ._. Wednesday, September 22, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR! ~ love you! mwark! :)  Saturday, September 18, 2010
Pictures say it all :) 15sept'10 - 18sept'10                            It would definitely be an unforgettable trip with them. Enjoyed myself with every single one of them :) Sunday, September 12, 2010
   Dinner with team bumble bee, training resume next week! :) Nobody is lying, I see no reason lying especially to you in the past. I'm not so free to talk back about you either, You started it, so whose being childish here now? Stating facts? What are you stating? You are just making things worst, not stating. And look whose talking here, choose boys over girlfriends? are you saying about yourself? everybody knows, ask your close sisters. You don't have to write anything on your wall because I wont FIND my way to go in anymore. Its better to be like this, I got my own life now and I won't regret losing you as a friend. I'm fully aware what I didn't do, If you wanna spread anything, spread all you want, I'm all ears to hear and to see what can you talk about, like i said its your mouth, nobody can stop it either :) Take care once best friend. Tuesday, September 07, 2010
You, yes you! You was once my closest friend, since secondary'2 & we used to share everything together In the past I even made you my priority, you were always first that came to my mind. Even when I fell down you're the first that I called, not even my parents. I didn't know you would act in front of me yet bad-mouthing me behind my back. I always thought you were trying help but no I was wrong, yet you're making things even worst. Thanks ah. I finally realized what kind of person you are. Still remember in the past when you used to call me, I would always be there for you, When you were in need, I would always try to help, but why are you treating me this way? At least I'm not late to realize what kind of person you are & I won't regret losing you. Listen, I WON'T. Though I was kind of affected that I even tear when I saw that post, but at least I'm fully aware now. Say or spread anything you want, its your mouth nobody can stop it either, I won't get affected anymore, in fact I'll strive even harder for my future. At least I know who are the one that always stood by me & who are the once that are not. Lets see who'll get the last laugh. Monday, September 06, 2010
State the facts, everybody got their own past. I believe you got yours too. One wrong step might bring you down, you should know I won't know how to handle such situation last time. But well since it happened this way and you choose to listen to others then go ahead. Say whatever you want because its the past. I thought you'll definitely stand by me even though we're not close anymore, I thought we'll still be as good as before if we give each other some time but guess I'm wrong, the dog beside you is barking out loud, you should know who am I referring to. Even everything is true or not so what? I got my own mistakes and I learned it all. Say all you want. Though I really miss you badly, I know we won't go back to the past anymore. Goodluck to you |
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