I guess I really need some time to think about things.
A little bit of silence sets my mind wandering off to the past and I feel that I'd found the calm that I wanted so much. Suddenly when I think of certain things, I felt so safe again.
I miss those time when I didn't have to say a thing, for anyone to be able to understand me, because I know there's always somebody who knows me inside out.
My life will never gonna be the same as before anymore, but at least I've got thoughts of
you, me and everyone that was ever there.
It's enough.
Well, I don't regret with any decision I'd made in the past, yet I'm really happy with what
I once had, really.

Sure I may have the power to change how I would like to live,
but that's not what I want.
Some old friends we may have missed. We may look back on the times where some of us were still close, and cringe. We may prefer the past, or the present.
Or maybe we're only looking towards the future which holds the unknown.
I've no idea, suddenly feel so scare to face life.
But I'm sure I'll be even happier than before, I will.

Had family dinner last night, I always feel so great having them around with me.
It's always filled with laughters, having our small talks and meetings at night made me feel
so secure around them.
Anyway, dyed my hair light red, it had been quite some time since I last visit the salon.
and I like it alot :)
I'm gonnnna drive sooon!


I'm Tired.
I miss you.

In life, things don't always go the way you want.
Everything changes, what I can do now is to accept the fact.
If you could also see things from my perspective, you wouldn't react this way.
There's so much I wanna say but now, it doesn't matter anymore.
I believe I will be happier.
Had learned alot. If you love and if you truly wanna be with your someone forever,
you need to accept all his/her flaws, forgive and forget
and there's no whose right or wrong.
That's what I see from my sister's long relationship with her boyfriend.

After all, we felt jealous because we care for each other.
Things changed.

It's so true:
The truth is, often people who seems to be the happiest are the one's who
are truly unhappy.

All the memories are worth keeping, at least we once shared everything together.
I'll remember every single one.

BEST BUDDY