Jerbel,Shuman There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care. So how much do you know me? If you don't like me, just go away. Tumblr PLEASE CLICK!
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Friday, December 31, 2010
I wanna tell you so badly that I miss you so much but I never got the guts anymore. Happy that you are happy :) It's a new year, I should just stop here Thursday, December 30, 2010
Ah! so cute :) ♥  I need something new to be obsessed about!~ No sense of purpose and right motivation is driving me maddddddd! Anyway, 2010 is coming to an end, thats really fast. It's time to do some reflections. It really amazes me how people get to know each other in one way or another. Like some who just stumbled into my life and hopping to stay on. People come and go. Saying it nonchalantly doesn't mean that it doesn't affect me, but thats life and I understand that it is inevitable for goodbyes. If there is one thing I have learnt this year, that would be, learning to treasure before you lose it eventually. Had been going out frequently recently, and I realized that who you hang out with, if often, will somehow alter your thinking or even actions, so is that a good thing? School is gonna reopen soon and I'm still stuck at the conclusion part of my assignment! HELP! ~ Had been eating lesser and lesser lately, one meal per day? Who cares! ~ It's 2:09am and I'm going swimming now! crazy much I know! hahaha. "Retrace your steps and go back to the purest place in your heart, where your hope lives. You'll find your way back on track again". Thanks dude, I get the picture now. Goodnight people. Monday, December 27, 2010
The Day Out :D         Mingmin says she love my cheeks! aww! hahaha ♥     The evening spend was fabulous w them :) Its always been awesome meeting up w good friends, slacking around and catching up with one another. Thanks, because I'm constantly reminded that I'm not alone. I'm V stresssss w my school assignment! But at least its half way done, phew! Oh! The family potluck dinner, Christmas gift exchange as well as the movie "Little Fockers" w siblings was extremely enjoyable :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------- I have grown to be fearful to engage tones. The heartless beep that stretches on .. indicating goodbye was for real. Sure I would always call back, I always do because I don't want to be another conversation done. But this time I didn't. Even so, its over. I should stop, but I really miss you. Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas :)  I seriously don't understand why human beings don't appreciate or treasure what they have but regret after losing it. Why? Is it because they already have that some thing they wanted so badly that's why they tend to take everything they have for granted? I don't know. Whatever it is. I just wanna say that from the start, I never wanna lose you, never ever. Remain unspoken? I had lost you, blacklisted. Treasure people around us, appreciate every little things in life. So that things like this will never happen again. Christmas? Yeah I enjoyed myself, really do. But when there's something missing in you, you can't be happy for long. It applies to me. I don't wanna hide, I don't wanna pretend that I'm strong anymore. I just wanna let you know that I really miss you badly, I really do. I'm trying v hard, I believe things will get better in time. I'm really happy that you are happy. I'm enjoying my life like how you are now, but trust me it's totally different without you. I'll be fine, i will. MERRY CHRISTMAS! Remember the CK last year? I still remember vividly. & as for now, all I want for Christmas is you to be happy. I'm done, its time to move on. Wednesday, December 22, 2010
 If you still miss her.  It's indeed harder to control your thoughts and emotions than actions. Every single thing happen for a reason, I shouldn't be sad anymore. I'm already contented that I had once shared every single thing w you, really did. I should be over you because I am not affected anymore and I know that you are already doing v well without me. Happy for you :) Anyway my holidays are almost packed, have been enjoying it as well :) Basketball session w jiawen ignatious yixuan bert. Ton-ing as well as movie w alex nigel shihui welly. Can't wait for Saturday, having family potluck dinner and Christmas gift exchange :) Till then, Goodnight people. Just to let you know, I'm trying v hard and I believe I can find my own you. Monday, December 20, 2010
Fish&Co.   Dinner with awesome people. Enjoyed myself :) Smile, and everything will be fine.  It's 3:50am now, simply can't get to sleeep, what's wrong with me? :( "Nobody is perfect" I guess everyone bound to make mistakes, be it intentionally or not. If there's some thing called "perfect" in this world, who don't wanna be one? Everyone has their own flaws, its the matter of changing it or not. Mistakes are made for people to learn, No? I'd learnt, but it's all too late. But well, things can always be applied in other situation as well, I'm sure I won't repeat the same mistake I'd once made again. Yesterday met up with my primary school mates, saw some familiar faces I haven't been seeing since primary 6. I guess I wouldn't recognize them if I'd ever walked passed them before. Anyway it'd been an awesome catch up with them! Meeting them tml as well :) Alright I'll catch some sleep now, GoodNight peeeps! "Like I Always Do" I'm sure I'm able to forget you. Friday, December 17, 2010
Gosh, he melt my heart.  School. Before rebonding my hair :)     School had been pretty fun, exchanging of Christmas present with classmates. Received a flat water bottle from drew, its so unique :) Oh btw, all my UT results are out :) quite satisfied with it! Headed to town to get Christmas gift :) balling after that. Even though you are not here, I still somehow or rather feel you here, with me. I'm thinking of you again ._. But what affects me is the memories we all shared, not you anymore. I'll be fineeee. Friday, December 10, 2010
Some people always assume that when a guy and a girl walks together or even spend most of their time together, have something on with eachother which I think that its so untrue. Whats wrong? But well, different people have different perception in looking at things, can't blame. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ All the late night meet up at my place, all the night heart to heart talks, all the afternoons shopping, slacking at eachother's place just to waste time together, all the things we'd ever spend or even shared together. Every single thing that we'd done together in the past are so memorable. Frankly speaking, I miss you. School-is-so-freaking-boring! & I realized that I haven't been late for school before! Anyway, I'm gonna rebondddd my hair soooooon! I've got sore eyes :( You'd got your experience of forgetting a person and moving on so quickly, but this don't applies to me, I've got feelings, what about you? Sigh. Thursday, December 09, 2010
The best buddy.  Reflecting back to the past, thinking of people who had made you feel good for doing the simplest thing whether they were a good listener, someone who was there to relate or even those people that compliment you on that particular day, saying that your hair is nice or even you have a nice smile or more. One little detail like that could change certain things. We all go through difficulties times, keep moving on. Some may think that life isn't worth all that they are going through but life still goes on. Just came back from street balling, sprained my ankle! :( I hate the feeling of waking up so early, dragging myself all the way to school. Holiday hurry here! Movieee tml! :) GoodNight People. I still miss you v much. Wednesday, December 08, 2010
A day out Go-Kart :) Thank you for everything.    Had been thinking alot lately, and I realized many people, including me wasted their entire youth because they are too wimped out to make a move, spending their time thinking of "What if" this & that, and its because of perception that's why some don't make that particular move.Guess if you stay behind the line staring at it for your entire life, you'll sure miss out on a whole lot. Sometimes I feel so paranoid when I tried so hard to understand certain things yet it doesn't make any sense and when the anger hits the pinnacle, I'll go with the ignorance. I should start changing this bad habit of mine. Anyway, school had been pretty hectic, more and more assignments as well as projects coming up. Holidays in less than 2 weeks time :) can't wait! Letting go is hard, but sometimes holding on is even harder. Friday, December 03, 2010
Best buddies :) Thanks for being there.  The crazy moments.  Back to my story books :) Bought this book, "Love Lives" This story tells how people meet and what happens when they do. It's all about falling in love, growing up, overcoming tragedy, letting go and, above all, learning to love life and live it to the fullest. I'm at chapter 1, can't wait to read till the end. Making assumptions make things even worst. I guess I needa stop making assumptions, it made me feel so insecure. Argh putting that aside, besides going to school, making my life seems like a routine -.- I'd been scheduling my time and activities beforehand, doing things that at least made me feel comfortable and accomplish-able. Training is starting next week as well, at least I've got something to keep my busy rather than thinking about things that make my mood really down. Things happened, you just have to cry to see clear, learn your mistakes, pick yourself back up, move on and be strong again. I saw the worst part of you. Time heals. Thursday, December 02, 2010
还是原来那个我  I don't understand why, when I bought some things I like so much, I would take it out several times to look at it. I guess only you know why. Anyway, I'd been feeling moody after extracting my tooth yesterday. Tuck lots of things in mind. But I'd thought things thoroughly. "Just because today is a bad day doesn't mean that tomorrow might not be the best day of your life. You just have to wake up to get there" |
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