Jerbel,Shuman There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care. So how much do you know me? If you don't like me, just go away. Tumblr PLEASE CLICK!
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Saturday, January 29, 2011
elder sis's wedding :) Love my BIG family. In the day :)  Night time :)  Nothing gets better than this. I always enjoyed gatherings like this with my family, even if it's just a simple dinner or talks. That's why I love my weekends so much. But one by one my sisters are gonna get married soon, and once they have their own family, everything might change. As their little sister, I'm always the one who gets the ultimate pampered and most attention, but then again, I'm afraid that in future we might not spend so much time together like now anymore. Gonna tell them this because I don't wanna be neglected by them so badly! hahaha :/ Yesssssss pretty dresses and new cosmetic! :) GoodNight! Thursday, January 27, 2011
  It really scares me, I realized I'll be turning 20 this year. When I was younger I wanna grow up so badly, but now I'm like dreading to. Got jolted awake by a nightmare last night, hate it when I'm dreaming of things that I shouldn't be dreaming anymore. Chinese New Year is arriving in a few days time, bought clothes online but I'm still shopping for moreeeee this weekend, I guess. I'm having my attachment next semester, at least a new environment and life, who knows I might meet more people there. "If things work well, it's wonderful, it's a bonus. But if it doesn't, take it as an experience, a lesson to learn to work or do even better next time". GoodNight Readers! :) Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Feel so fortunate to have sisters who always show concern, giving advice and is always there when I need help or someone to talk to. Simply just one text or call, they will be here for you, esp my second sister, when I'm sick, had sore eyes, sprained my ankle or wrist she will always be there to treat me, no matter what. Love them so much. Used to wonder why kids can be happy and oblivious to problems around them. In fact the secret to happiness is the ability to let go and find other alternative/ways to be happy again. The logic is simple, however most of the people can't do it. It applies to me. But I feel so much happier now, really. Monday, January 24, 2011
Team Republic  Sunday, January 23, 2011
When two people are really in love w each other, they won't ever let go of each other, even if it hurts a thousand times or more. DSLR day :)       The injured wrist :(    What an awesome outing with them, although it's a little bored in between because EVERYONE has their DSLR except me, it was still enjoyable with them around :) Steamboat session at Vivo city after taking photos (: Enjoyed myself. ----------------------------------------------------------------- If he misses you, he will call you just to hear your voice. If he wants you, he will say it. If he cares, he will show it. If he has a thought about you, it will come out of his mouth. If you are on his mind non-stop, he will do anything he can just to see you. If he truly love you, he won't get anything in his way and fight back just to keep you in his arms. If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his. At least it's not too late to know now. GoodNight Readers :) Friday, January 21, 2011
A new chapter of my life.  I don't know the future, I don't have in mind whose gonna take my hand & let me know that the search is over. But I know for sure that the present I'm living in is a gift. So right now, that is all that matters.  Yes, those feelings are still there, the feelings that I actually held on to. But its time to let it all go, because I'm accepting the things that cannot be anymore. Time to time, there's flashbacks that weighs a tonne. Sometimes I really wish that I could live in the past for awhile, just awhile. I just need a little more time to move on, just like you did .. Thanks for everything, last post for you :') ♥ Wednesday, January 19, 2011
 Reluctant to wash it away :(  Sister's wedding car :D  HAHAHA, this is funny!  I like the way things are now, calm and relax. & Its really strange how you could behave so comfortably with some people, there is no pretense, you don't have to hide anything, no worrying about how the wind messes your hair or how ugly you look like when you're chewing on your food. How blessed can you be when you have friends who pick your favorite food/drink over his/her own. Someone who share your thoughts and trouble w you, listen to your ridiculous jokes, entertain you back and laugh loudly together. Someone who stay up late to hear you nag. Someone who is always there for you when you need someone to talk to. For some reasons, I came to realized that fighting for something you want badly is easy, all you need to do is to make up your mind and the rest are your instinctive behavior. But think again if the thing or person you want badly is worth fighting for before starting anything and get hurt eventually. Please tell me if there's still hope before I really give up utterly, because once I turn back I won't return. Sister's wedding was a great success, AWESOME! Feel really happy for her! :) Pictures will be uploaded soooooon! :) IVP had started last week, our team lost to NYP ytd. Guess it's the first match we lost since POL-ITE, unexpectedly. But well, great fight afterall. Hey you didn't know, I really miss you badly; really do. I think its really really time to stop now You'll always be in my heart and mind, I'll keep you with me wherever I go ._. Wednesday, January 12, 2011
When you truly care and love someone, you don't look for faults, mistakes or answer but accept all the flaws and faults they made and help each other to change for the better. It's a rare chance if you meet the person you love and who love you in return. So once you have it, treasure and never let it go. There's a chance it might never come your way again. Have you ever had so much to say but you just have no idea how to put them in words? :( ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just came back from basketball training, it'd been some time since I last ran so much! Feeling so refresh now! :) IVP on Friday?! That's really fast. What a goood weather to be snugging in the warmth blanket of my, there are lots of things running through my mind, but its useless thinking about it anymore. Yes some things it's better to remain unspoken, at least I understand the whole situation. 任何决定要的就不要放手，包括在乎的人. 如果我可以不要放手就好. Perhaps it's really time to forget. Ps: I'd read your blog and I miss you too, I really do. Soooo EXCITED!~ Wednesday, January 05, 2011
 Lets welcome 2011 and say goodbye to 2010, its a new beginning to start with :) Life had been pretty mundane and busy recently. Interviews, Assignment, Projects, Trainings. IVP, FTT as well as UT is coming up next week! Wish me luck! :/ Had a long conversation with my sister last night. Talked about life, about how stress life could be if I'd grown up to be a working adult, be it relationships money work marriage. Suddenly, there's a little fear of growing up. Really wish I could find someone to work on all these with me. I believe I can. & My dad told me that if I'd a boyfriend, bring it home for him to see, I was really shocked! Well, As I grow up, I learnt to set myself with different targets within an acceptable timeline to achieve it yet not giving myself any pressure. As I grow up, I learnt to not take anyone that I know, especially those close one for granted, because I don't wanna regret after losing them. As I grow up, I learnt that time is of essence and I should make use of time, value adding my life. As I grow up, I learnt to find someone who I can share my dreams with, be true to me and someone who I can spend my whole life with. As I grow up, I learnt that love is no longer just about courtship, honeymoon and romantic moments but patience, tolerance, appreciation and constantly upgrading of both parties to achieve what they really want together. I'm happy that I am talking to you once again and glad that you're not mad at me anymore. We'd known each other since primary school, like I said I never wanna lose you at all. Glad that you are happy now too, take care bestie :) Accepting the changes. |
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