JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
So how much do you know me?

If you don't like me, just go away.


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Monday, May 30, 2011

Overdue photo, damn I miss her badly I swear! :(

Totally lost vibe in blogging, have no idea why.
What are you gonna do when things always d go the way you wanted?
Fight for it? Give up? or Don't do anything at all?
Sometimes it made me ponder because most of the time I chose to give up which is
an imprudent choice because I don't get to learn and gain anything eventually.


It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want,
and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do.
So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.
— Nicholas Sparks


I'm sick and tired of working,
I wanna travel round the world! :(
Nighty.

Thursday, May 26, 2011
Always enjoy myself w them :)
That's what you'll do when you d own a DSLR.

Appreciate.
Appreciate little things in life. Perhaps that is why I can be amused by
any insignificant matter. It may seem just a short minute but should we belittle these
things just because they aren't the most important or unworthy for a wide smile?
Sometimes you wouldn't know when everything will come to an end,
so appreciate and treasure what you have now, I guess that's what that matter most.

Internship will end at 3weeks time.
For the remaining 4 months, I'll be concentrating on stuff, like my driving and
certain things that will be important for my near future.
and yes, I'm sure that I'm gonna work v hard for it no matter what.

Why does the hardest days seem to last the longest?

你的心里话,我全想听.

GoodNight people!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

I was someone who swoons over poetic love confessions.
Why fairytale d happen in real life?
It's always the male lead appearing and saving the one he claim to love in distress
or even trying his best to keep his love from another heart throb.
I guess there are reasons why people labelled it as drama/fiction instead of documentary/non-fiction.

Sometimes I just wish that life was easier for me.
I'd been constantly thinking of my future,
thinking of the next step I'm gonna take after I graduate,
making sure that all these steps I make now, will lead to a better future.
Somehow, everything has been fixed and I just hope everything could go on smoothly.
D wanna trudge on everyday without an agenda.

How vulnerable human relationships are.
Engulfing whatever that's left of us.

This space seems to be the only thing keeping me sane now.

It's 21th May 2011, I'm alive.
Goodnight.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Friendship.
Someone once told me that when you grow older your group of friends will become
lesser and lesser. I think it's v true.
Both friends will think that the other is busy,
and they're afraid that they might disturb the other party.
As time passes, both friends will think,
"Let the other contact me first",
After some time, each will think " why should I contact first?"
From then onwards the friendship started to drift.
And finally, the memory becomes weak due to the lack of contact
and they forget each other as along the way they'll meet new people.
How ironic can it be?

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4 more weeks till internship ends!
Met up w 吴丽丽 and Yanjin, it's always enjoyable w them ard.

Yes I'm going Australia! :)
GoodNight people.

I miss you, Miss.ChuaPJ.

Monday, May 16, 2011
I miss the process of the game.
Ever felt uncertainty?
May it be love, life or future.
I realized sometimes it's better to take things one at a time, step by step
and eventually everything will come together in a piece someday.
Who don't yearn for perfection? But nothing is gonna be perfect.
Everything is happening too fast, some things have yet to register in mind and ZOOM!
It's over.

When will you ever understand?
Goodnight.

Saturday, May 14, 2011
It's really exceptionally difficult to forget someone
who gave you so much to remember.
It's like when you're struggling & trying so hard to forget that person,
he/she doesn't know and bother anymore.
One word for this, 'Pathetic'.

School is having a 12 days study trip to Australia, so I decided to ask my dad about it.
Apparently he allow, was really shocked.

So I continued asking him if it's possible for me to further my studies there
as I'm able to take a degree there for the current course that I'm taking now.
He said he will consider about it as my aunt is staying there.
Maybe that's another alternative for me after poly.

There are lots more to process in mind but it's time to sleep now.
Goodnight people :)

At least I'm really happy w what I have now.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011
If you still miss her.

Was hovering for a long while thinking about what to post.
Just an hour ago I was sorting and tidying up my d drive folders as it was all in a mess.
Saw some photos which made me reminicise the past so so much.

Promises.
I guess it's just an empty word. In life most of the promises were not been fulfilled.
And you just got to accept the fact. Even when promises are kept,
after awhile people tend to forget every single one of them.
Perhaps promises are made to make someone feel contented at the particular moment.
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I'm so so tired, shall head to bed now.

Ahhh, Yingsui dear! I miss you!
Goodnight people!

Monday, May 09, 2011
I love wasting time w you.
Certain things are not as easy as they seems to be,
Yes some words are simple yet powerful enough to make someone sad
but some are just heartfelt.

Internship is ending in another 1 month plus, I can't wait to end this tedious daily
routine. Tired of waking up so early, doing the same old thing everyday.

Gave work a miss today, hate to be sick.

Good Night people.

Friday, May 06, 2011
Someone that's v important in my life now :)
Boeboehaejusaeyo

Ups and downs in life.
If things work out the way we want to, nobody will be striving and working hard
for the things they want to achieve in life.
Why human don't appreciate people and things around them until they lose it?
Why human take things for granted when they're not suppose to?
Why human repeat their own mistakes despite multiple lesson learnt?
Thousand and one why. Changes and improvements needed to be perform so that
regrets will go down to the minimum.

Working = Stress
I rather go to school than going for work though I really love the
environment & people there.

Yay weekends! :)
Goodnight people!

Wednesday, May 04, 2011
吴耘朗 吴耘朗! Thanks for everything, love you ttm! :)
mwark.


A little effort makes someone smile.
A little assurance makes someone feel secure.
A little appreciation makes someone feel worth doing more.
A little change makes someone feel paranoid.
Even a little reliance on others makes someone comes with heavy expectations.
A little bit of everything makes up something.
So what's the solution?

I realized that I want to achieve too many things, and because
of that they all ended up in a flop or imperfectly done.
Also, with too many things on hand, I tend to make hasty decisions leading
to mountain of regrets.
Not too late to learn. I guess Patience is the word.

Read your post, it's somehow obvious how your portray things.
It may not be your heartfelt or may not be me,
but I guess I should have get what you meant from the start.
I'll get you out of my mind and stop everything regarding you that's affecting me.
You said before, "Some things are better to be kept unspoken".
I think I get the whole picture now.
Fullstop, life goes on.

Weekends was a fabulous one, enjoyed myself to the maximum.
How wish time could just stop.

Good Night people
Weekends hurry here! :)




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