JERBEL

Jerbel,Shuman

There's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little curiosity behind every just wondering, a little knowledge behind every I don't know, and a little emotion behind every I don't care.
So how much do you know me?

If you don't like me, just go away.


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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
A day out w the girls :)
Holland.V's Haagen Dazs. Town.


Several question ran through my head which made me realized how important life is.
We get so tied up with everything else, we don't notice what should be instead.
We take for granted everything that have been placed before us and assume it will always be
there. Unfortunately things don't work that way.
How many times do we have to lose something
or even someone before we should treasure it/them?

What matter most in life is who I have w me, not what I have.
What is life when no one is there for you? What is a big house w no one to share it w.
What is a distinction in your certification where there is no one there to see and share the happiness w you? -Lifeless.
I believe there's no such thing called 'I've got no time'.
Some times you are the one controlling of your own timing
, its your choice
to put the effort and time to spend the time w your family and close friends.
After all you only get to live once, live the best out of it.
'Never regret something that made you once happy'.

So this is it, I'm finally 20.

If you could read my mind, if.

Monday, August 29, 2011
Birthday celebration.
Guess I shall let the pictures do the talking.
Happy birthday :)


Thanks for the birthday present and more.
Miss her so much.
Midnight celebration w mclyne, shihui, valerie, alex <3
Love you dad.
Surprise celebration prepared by family. aww so touched. So glad to have them in my life.
Enjoyable. Thanks everyone that had celebrated w me :')
Really enjoyed myself to the fullest.

Goodnight people!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011
The best buddy.
dear! :D

It made me think back realizing that sometimes its better to meet up
and talk rather than texting.
Sometimes the message you wanted to convey to that someone wasn't what they think it is. And seriously texting may lead to many assumptions.

So what's there to assume where the answer is just a call away or just a short meet up?
Assumption, it just something that is believed to be true but it might not be what it is.
Some rumour, pictures but did you ensure, verify first before assuming
and judge things your way?

Afterall what's your motive? Coming back to judge that its my fault again?
I've got my freedom, you left long ago so stop saying all the unnecessaries.
It only make me detest you even more.
Please leave some good memories for me to rmb rather than all these.

On the brighter note, life have been pretty awesome.
Guess the chance of going Australia for studies after poly is getting higher and higher.
Future, it made me feel so stress when I think about it, was talking to my elder sister e other day and she told me that when one grow up into the working world, having a family or whatsoever, life will eventually become a routine. Everyday will be like a repeat of another.
It freaks me out when I think about it.

Life goes on.
I miss you Grandma :(

Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Guess who.

Time for bedddddd~
Goodnight.

Monday, August 15, 2011
I really wish August didn't arrive so soon.
I'm not anticipating to my birthday, I've no idea why.

Anyway thanks for everything, really appreciate all the effort you'd made.

I'd stayed at this page for really long, I don't know how to put everything in words,
everything that I'm feel.

I hate changes, I hate this phrase of my life. But well, I hope things get better.
Are you reading? If you are, I just wanna say 'I miss you'.

Goodnight people.


Thursday, August 11, 2011
Don't let things slip away,
especially those morning texts that will make your day.

Familiar?
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'Changes'. It will always be constant, and I really hate changes.
Goodnight people.



Sunday, August 07, 2011
Grandma, you'll always be in my heart.
I miss you.

I still can't accept the fact that she's gone, everything just happened too sudden.
The indescribable feeling, made my heart felt so so ache.
She couldn't expressed out what she want,
I'd tried guessing what she wanna say, really tried all ways
but I just couldn't,
the only thing she did was shaking her head and shouting for pain,
yet the only thing I could do was touching her, sitting beside her, doing nothing.
The scene still appear vividly. Yes at least she won't be suffering anymore but
I really can't accept the fact. It's the first time I see my mom crying so loudly, the feeling
was unutterable. The only thing I can say now is treasure the people who are still around
because you wouldn't know what will happen the next second, you wouldn't
just like I went to see her before that day, and she's gone the next.
It's useless crying after it'd happened, because you can't do anything anymore.
it's more practical to do what you can when the person is still around.
Start treasuring people that's important to you.
I will, because I never wanna regret anymore.
I'm still glad I managed to see her before she's gone.
I'll see you in heaven Grandma, I love you :'(



Monday, August 01, 2011
Happy Birthday Dajie. I love you :)

Jolted awake by a nightmare last night, please tell me that dreams
will never happen in reality.
My sister was right, close friends will definitely be lesser and lesser when we grow up
if we don't maintain it well.
Dread my birthday to arrive, really. I'd never had such feelings before.
Guess I'm gonna face it.

True love
People tend to express love as something beyond control.
sometimes giving excuse to behave responsibly.
I guess true love shouldn't be governed by feelings. It's expressed by actions,
the willingness to commit, After all it's a choice.

"Value the people who sacrifice their something for you,
because maybe, that something was their everything".
You'll never know.






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