The Friendship.
The indescribable feeling. It's like having the emptiness in your heart. 

The feeling whereby nobody understands you at all.
It's like you'd gave up trying after everything that had happened because they'll never understand. 

It's like I'm trying my very best to pull you up after all the downfall that you'd faced/encountered 

and yet deteriorate all alone here. 

After all, it's never worth it anymore. 

It's never easy to maintain a friendship.
How fragile everything can be.