❤ 

Anyway, I finally understand. Affection, It is always taken for granted. And more often than not, it is abused.

Though I really like this strong connection I feel w people, that connection usually prove itself sinister.

It is because one is experienced, and one knows what to expect from a particular speech or behavior to that person that's why one builds on that connection and perform to his advantage? What's wrong here? 

It's time to think about what's true and untrue. Or maybe, something that is true in itself is already unimaginable, and has the most elusive existence ever.  

The more you give, the more you expect.

The more you expect, the more disappointments you'll get. 

I'm withdrawing from this mess.